今蕉6點幾左身做功課......之後7點8倒出門口....."
今日終於都比賽喇......辛苦左幾個月......"
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落場果陣真係好緊張唷" 操果陣仲驚自己會操錯........"
[我地今次真係操得好好.........超出左水準//] 比起學校操果陣......好好多TIM.....
icy同埋呀sir仲有鄧sir都讚我地呀......^^
之後我地1個1個甘係度喊......1個喊第2個又喊.....
喊喊下全部都喊晒......因為估吾到可以甘齊....."
比平時好左好多......."雖然攞吾倒獎........但係我地全部都盡晒力架喇"
比賽完左之後都2點幾3點喇...我就返屋企啦.....熱到咩甘.....
林孟and呀燕去行mk........"甘我就搭火車係9龍塘落轉88M啦....
點知............出事喇......
上緊電梯果陣.......有個呀伯係電梯果度向後跌......
佢成個仆左係度........我就扶住佢啦....佢又起吾倒身喎.....
我又拎住D野......俾佢嚇到吾知點甘......手都震埋.....
望住佢隻腳流緊血........"但係見佢又行得喎......
甘就走啦......之後再望1望下佢有無事喇喎.....
有個男仔係佢格離.......似乎佢知我係咩人囉......想我幫佢......
但係我身上又無可以幫佢消毒,膠布果D野喎.....連水都無囉係.....
我都吾知點幫佢好........個男仔覺得我係可以幫倒佢架囉.....
但係我真係吾知點好........."甘就行返返去睇下佢有無D咩可以幫手啦.....
我叫佢去廁所洗1洗個傷口.....佢又話吾洗.......話搭的返去就得喇.....
我覺得個男仔仲好過我囉係.........至起碼佢會叫個呀伯記住返到去要消毒丫....."[我呢?咩都無講........"]
我發覺自己真係無資格做ST.JOHN O既 CADET.....
見倒佢甘又幫吾倒手.....什至我係覺得我自己.....見住佢有事都吾理.....仲想繼續行果隻......
[連我自己也感覺到我係好無良心......AND THEN 衰格果隻囉係......]
[超討厭我自己]......點解我可以吾理佢......仲想繼續行架!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....??
走左之後好後悔點解我咩都幫吾倒佢......仲要扮好似見吾倒甘.....以為佢無事就可以走左去......
都吾知果1刻我仲有無良心架囉.........我未試過1落行1路甘驚.....隻手又係甘震......
打俾秋燕佢地又吾聽我電話,.......我仲係驚到吾知點甘.....
直到返到去我都仲驚緊......"我真係驚個呀伯吾知會點.....同埋吾知D人會點睇我囉.....
[見死不救.....]???我諗係啦.............................."
打完呢篇野我O既心情又返返去好驚同埋好吾開心.....//
身為聖JOHN.....但係就咩都幫吾倒佢.........太失敗喇/.....><"
好想喊>m<"點解我會甘架...................??????????????? 無心情打喇"""""""""""""""""""""""""
PS. [5點幾果陣知道左結果......係+茵話我知O既......
比賽攞第4呀......我地O既努力無白費到..........^^
下年要攞3名以內呀" [加加油"]]
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