move to www.xanga.com/meiling_garden

聽日uniform test 我仲可以懶懶閒 ha

無溫過書....合唔合格都唔理啦

無心情加無心機啊

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好期待星期六啊

唔知出唔出到來呢???

唔知得唔得呢???

一切仲係籌備中....

不過機會可以話係好....微

可能只有30%機會

這是一個不能說的秘密

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愛上E 只歌

<<I'll never fall in love again>>

What do you get when you fall in love
A diamond pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a girl
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do she'll never phone you
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Don't tell me what it's all about
Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you give your heart
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get a heart that's *****tered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

死得UT 真係來啦

點好啊... 中史唔得 physics 唔明

英文tense 唔識 geography d map reading 完全唔知想點

Actually i have no subjects that i can understand

wt can i do to face this problem and where is the solution

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afetr school , i went to the rowing centre

train with ar wing fellowed ar ling

she just liked my mum to force  me to drink water

tomorrow i'll fellow mustroom to do the time trial 3 times 1000

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好眼訓

頂....超白痴

比啊田嚇到喊 , 佢嚇咁多個人得我一個信

我真係好無知啊比佢嚇玩先記反起今日係Halloween

收到啊朗+啊凡ge 朱古力幾好味

反屋企行沙田個邊同啊wing and 陸京琳

唔通真係無緣???

去沙田搵唔到本作業去左夾糖

夾左一大袋棉花糖 又無端端愛上左棉花糖

反屋企比人聊仲要比印度人

早知唔行個條路啦 , 比人跟超驚

係時侯搵反個護花使者先得

仆街.....真係比條印度人嚇到傻囉 唔怪得今日係halloween la

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有時真係好唔知想點咁

幫你你又得寸進尺

唔理你又唔想得你一個人咁悶

講真d attitude 好小小好唔好

uniform test 就到啦

我仲味開始啊 , 雖然我鍾意讀書

但係近排真係好心散 , 連艇會都唔想反

上堂從第一堂訓到最尾個堂

就連Maths 都係咁

咁geog quiz 溫都無溫過

4 mark 都唔知有無

yesterday 明明就無操艇但係都咁攰

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好唔開心啊

近排d早餐唔足夠就算啦

下午茶都唔足夠

有d狂燥tim

其實係夠嫁, 但係唔知點解覺得唔夠

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還會記得我嗎???

好奈無用過電腦 , 宜家反反來好開心

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yesterday 比賽 , 初賽差小小入到覆賽

不過可能太緊張加上無人鬧住我 爆唔盡

冬菇無來睇我, 好唔開心...不過佢好多人要睇

我係d咩啊.... 普通一個學生 睇唔睇都知我輸ga la

不過有進步 , 冬菇無讚但係我諗佢會唔會satisfied

多謝啊wing 蛋糕 銘賢ge早餐

啊ming 同啊wing 唔好唔開心啦 下次再努力過lor

下次我都要努力

比完賽完全唔想再反艇會 , 我反艇會ge 目的係咩呢???

死冬菇fing 我只鞋落河  ,  ding ding ding !!!!!!!

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好攰....又UT

小小野都喊到我痴線,

好頂唔順啊.....

我唔用電腦佢唔用, 我一用佢就話要用電腦做功課

我岩岩足足等左1個鐘先用到

如果無左部腦我諗我一定會死

講到等咁次都唔算咩啦, 最少都知我會等到

有一次等一個電話等左1 個鐘

點知等來只傾左一分鐘 , 個日超灰

又有一次等答覆等左一日 , 其3係咪係唔係咪唔係答案早就有點解要諗呢???

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有人關心真係好....

我趺底左有人幫我起反身

但係我起唔反身點好啊????

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個''分''字用左我5分鐘去諗真係浪費時間

今日終於反到艇會啦

死人冬菇又唔反 , 都唔知係咪YESTERDAY玩得HIGH 過頭

啊田帶...攰死啦 . 拉機3 轉10mins  爆盡佢

我爆極都係咁.....好差

落艇做唔轉槳 , 做極都唔好 , 又唔比人做早轉槳

隻腳第一次覺得酸酸痛痛

食飯去左McDonalds' (好運) 劉翔好白痴啊

原來用錢訂人好爽ga wor

去左沙田中央公園玩

銘賢送ge 牛奶糖 . 茶味個只for 開心 , 純牛奶味for 唔開心

係唔同心情ge 時候食唔同ge 糖 , 我諗唔開心個只會快D 無晒

Yesterday 終於睇到菇爺落艇啦, 好勁啊

唔勁點做教練呢....見到佢落艇覺得佢好細路仔

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睇住自己d friend 個個都有自己ge目標

個個都會為目標努力緊 覺得自己好無用

有d就話要做警察 , 有d就話要做CEO , 有d就話要做教練

有一個就話做一份高收入ge 工 , 唔理係咩總之就要人工高

到左26就結婚生仔 , 聽落去好似無咩大志 , 但都比我好

只小都有個Target 去奮鬥

都唔知自己讀書讀來做咩 , 讀左出來又唔知自己為咩而努力

前日有幾個讀緊大學ge師兄反來 覺得佢地好勁

特別係讀醫科個個 , 話要做醫生真係就去讀醫科

咁我呢... 一個星期反5日學, 反4日艇會 , 放一日假

反學無一科係我鍾意ge even history , 我都開始討厭

划艇又唔係好 , 學極都係咁

放假就係對住個天花板 發呆 , 有D 開始頂唔順d咁ge 日子

今日係重陽 have a happy holiday

stay at home again

Yesterday D 堂又係爛GAG 堂

今日仲白痴無聊 , 特別 art 堂 , 無端端走左個淫賤團出來

個個都有D 無聊名 . 我個名好難聽  唔知比邊個改ge

死人CY , 要我地做埋d幼稚園做ge勞作 頂!!!!

做到我智商都低左 , 不過Jorden 只Mario 好靚 , 我做到無晒Mood

不過得閑白痴下都好ge 唔可always 都唔開心ga ma

今日交信比Ms Chan 超驚 .... 懷疑我wor ... 不過好彩lunch 即打反比啊媽交代反

好怕聽日佢會搵我 , 今Elaine 慘D 做左白老鼠

Monday after school ,  同Elaine 走 , 我反艇會la

出左大門就講電話, 點知比Ms Chan 見到 收左student card 要我地Tuesday 見佢

左Monday 真的完了..... 灰

點知第二日(Tuesday)比佢記左一個misbehavier 再加家長信

沒野啦....點知最後個堂Chemistry 比Lam sir 見到我玩電話

佢即刻沒收左....叫我放學搵佢, 死得啦有多一單比ms chan 知就仆街啦

好 surprise that 佢放學就比反我 , 不過又一個misbehavier

反到艇會遲左..... 頂我真係超 bad luck lor 真係黑過墨豆

反碼頭唔識反要人拉我先反到, 不過好刺激 , 不過都好樣衰

今朝交家長信比佢佢唔信我 , 超驚 , 早知夜晚記住寫啦 , 攰到連家長信都忘記左

知啊媽唔閙不過麻煩啊ma .... 用左half hour 先死到封信出來

仲要冒簽得咁似, 唔該比下面啦收左咪let it go lor 電話有邊個唔戴 我唔信你都唔戴lor

唔知天日洗唔洗搵佢, 不過我叻即時話反比啊媽知

講真有D 咁ge 野發生都幾好玩 ,

好低B 啊, 中學整d垃圾出來 e個係屎家族 ..... ok 好玩

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到左e家終於無咁辛苦啦

我會  土水竹水 

成日問人地意見

其實人地比ge回應自己會諗or會用GE 百分比真係好低

最終決定權係自己個度

有時諗諗下都覺得不如留反d時間比自己諗下野搵下solution

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我ge 身體宜家ge 感應係

夏天=冬天秋天 ,  春天=冬天 , 秋=夏

今日咁涼我都成身大汗

頂咁樣冬天咪只覺得熱????

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終於問左啦....答案就係係天日

會完or continue 就可以天日知啦

係時候告一段落 , single or double ???

好期待個答案. 無論係咪我想定唔想我都會accept 到

唔想拖拖拉拉

喊又喊過 , 癲又癲過 , 呆又呆過 仲差自殘 但我唔會

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 又令到你失望sorry

我會努力ga la 唔好放棄我啊

今日係艇會玩傳波波

好低B 啊 ..... 浪好大 , 做唔到預期ge 效果

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好好feel 係花園ge 時候好幸福 , 但我係知係假ge

知無可能 , 好叻咁無亂諗錯野 太醒啦haha

我走ge 時候可以立即抽離 仲叻....

唔知點解有D 人可以咁痴情

知人地唔領情但係又要格硬來

好心啦....我都睇唔過眼啦

Winsome 你好陰公.......

終於明咩叫 : [ 愛你的你不愛, 你愛的不愛你 ]

宜家自己好輕鬆

i'm single and available

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我再次令你失望

Sorry , 我會做好D ga la 天日

always 覺得自己唔盡力

問題好可能就係 係我身上

我知自己做錯D咩

終於都講左啦

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Thank you that two guy who haven't left me down

and set the target for me . i will do my 90% best

真係好白痴...

做緊一單無回報 , 無利益仲要蝕本ge生意

就係早就已經知會蝕本失敗但係仲會去晒時間落去

仲要期望有一日會升 , 唔再蝕 lor ....

有時要學下亦地而處.....

唔好只覺得自己諗ge就係岩

有時人地ge付出同期望係超出你ge想像

好多謝某人la !!! 投資落我度但係回報率超低都願意

我會比心機d ga la ...

今日操完艇 同佢地去左仙跡岩

坐左個幾鐘 , 係都唔比人睇個段Video

人地15 歲 我都係15歲姐.... 都唔比人睇

話真...其實我唔係真係咁乖 .... 我壞都無人知姐

我個樣又唔係細個

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4點就返到屋企啦

超攰...無晒精神

今日拉機落艇都唔係幾集中.... 就來晒死啦

小蔡整親只腳... 有排唔洗係艇會見到你啦

無下午茶我會死ga 啊媽 , 唔該天日記住買

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Panda and 肥鳴 天日比賽加油啊

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唔知係咪真係比人講中我比人玩 ......

我真係唔係玩ga ..... 我唔想咁啊

唔想過左幾月就咩都唔記得晒

唔好以為我咩都唔mind 其實有時會ga

不過睇下係幾時 , 咩地點 , 同咩人 , 發生咩野

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星期一啊 !!!! 無人記得啦 !!!!

如果真係唔記得.....咁係咪姐係 ..... Congratulation la !!!!

Pressure is built up already

Don't ask me where is it come from

我係個死人比賽入面超樣衰

我竟然撞碼頭....啊!!! 樣衰死啦

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原來一個人唔閞心另外一個人都會唔開心

所以自己唔開心唔好話比人知

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晨早就去燒烤

好眼訓啊

又想跟啊俊佢地去Mong KOK 啊

但係啊媽一定唔比啦

比人管都唔好玩ge 特別是屋企人

比賽啦聽日

都唔知點解無端端捉左去比

自己知自己點ga la , 差到爆

go to the salon to have a hair cut

looks not good for me

係艇會返屋企個時好妒忌人地

唔係一對對就係全家人係街度行

一係就趕住返屋企

得我自己一個人傻下傻下咁慢慢行

心情超差, 好辛苦 , 個心有D 辛苦

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Elaine , 個追人game 好好玩

唔係係個<<追你條仔>>e只 game 好好玩

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同Heidi , Mavis and Peco 係Greenbox 好high 啊

今日划艇超辛苦

大浪 大風  大壓力

同一個勁人夾Double , 好驚啊

講到辛苦ge 話都唔夠Panda 啦

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咁日做咩都唔上心

好易放棄

超白痴 , 比人玩玩到痴左線都唔識反抗

瘀左lor 比人整到 , 會唔會比人推落城門河呢???

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真係好唔明點解學校可以咁悶

搞到我全身抽筋

有d空虛 , 係絕對空虛

想搵d野填補下...

Money and healthy are the most important thing in the world

whenever you have money but no healthy body , you won't have a chance to enjoy your life

but if you have healthy but you are being poor of your whole life , you must be in trouble

If money = X    ,      healthy = Y

the percentage should be X40Y60

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The mainpoint is i am a troublesome

X10Y90 ,  what's going on with my life

So , i need to have a  plan .

Marry a wealthy man when i am 24

i seem to be a little bit like a material girl

i really can't handle my homework , ECA  , even the other things else

the high pressure is built up already . But i still haven't take any actions

I feel so tired now .

My grandma and even my family want me to go collage

i know that's for my own good .

When i graduate in the collage , i will get a very good job

i will have much more money to have a better living condition

i even can buy the things that i want freely

But actually this is not i want .

i admit i am a little bit a likeness of a material girl

Maybe i will be a real material girl in the future

but i want to be myself now . please just give me a little freedom

i am fifteen going on sixteen . After some days i will be an adult

Don't regard me as a child . I can't breath anymore

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Qoute to share :

媽媽永遠是對的

Janice ge <<等>>真係可以形容我最近ge 心情

等返學, 等放學 , 等電話 , 有d唔想等啦

人生有邊D時候真係唔洗等ga

等食飯, 等人 , 等訓, 等放榜 , 等.......好多好多

有d野唔想等就係唔想等

想點就即時做

自從昨天別人的鼓勵....是好友的鼓勵

終於有信心走出人生從不敢做的- 說明自己的想法+希望

I did it and successfully

Qoute to share :

no one can stop you , coz only you can control yourself

Just do it that you want

上堂就來悶死啦

特別英文堂, although miss jim denise 好人

但係真係好悶 , 好頂唔順

有d想死

p.e lesson 不停傾 , 無停過lor 完全

原來MISS PANG YIU CHOI 幾好ga wor

at least好過 杜朱啦

好彩咁個學年 佢無教姐

如果唔係就仆街啦

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咁日走個時有d down lor

但係我都唔知why lor

let it go , 無名小卒一個

no one will care

Have a nice day . Enjoy a bad day

2007/09/04:

黑過墨豆

明明可以係7點返到屋企ga

點鬼知唔記得拎返d書, 留左係locker

死都唔再用locker no. 23   .... 超仆街

比夠佢 1 千萬個頂夠唔夠???

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去shatin 搵school bag

d款都唔靚ge

ding

超黑仔

都唔知咁日是3/9

行返學校中途先知自己返8:55

病到蠢鬼左

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我地班主任是新來ge

教maths , 副班主任彭要彩 , 死得

佢叫 Alan Sir  , 似補習天王lor　佢個死樣

個個見到我都話chocolate lor

真係咁黑？？？？　I see

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lunch 係沙田同　Bernice + Peco

過左無耐　，　點知啊媽叫我返工廠幫手

開學日就係咁　，　奇奇怪怪咁完左