Yesterday , i was nervous because of the argumaent with my mother and me .

i like canoe very much , i didn't want to lost the opportunity to learn new things .

In the evening , i took a deep breath and asked my mum to sign the notice .

The conversation of us just like the policeman interrogating a prison .

My heart was thumping very heavily under my T-shirt .

And mum considered for a while , she finally let me go but i needed to take care of myself .

Whwn she handed in the notice for me , i cried .

But this time is cried for happiness , cried for god  .

God showed me that he gave it to me and he could get back in every moment .

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The winter time  is end today . let's welcome the summer time .

i hate the the morning assembly very much . tomorrow this the new begining of my life .

I am young and grow up in a very normal family .

so many of thing haven't happen on me . and there is no turning point , no scare that i receive.

Maybe in the future i will be broke down by something that is meaningless .

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Want your parents to trust you . to be honest and tell them what you want

what you need and the truth . no lies no scare , no cry .

The cheese cakes i made for my grandma's birthday .

mango and blue berry .... yum yum .