24Oct

Today I can meet bb! I woke up early to pick bb up, she brought me a cream bar and a shampoo, thank you bb!! And mum was nice she bought me a cream to put on my hands. 你們對我的好, 我不會忘記。

After I had a shower, me and bb go AUT library to meet Caryn and Nidhi, we studied and I analyzing the stocks. We went Japanese lunch afterwards and tried to watch the parade but too crowded give up!

We went Albert Park for a talk, they asked me wt I did b4, and Mandy’s stuffs. I was be with Mandy with work purpose but its all over! Don’t say that I be with bb for another working purpose. I am not a MI6 agent now.

Today I took train with bb to Papatoetoe, where bb live. And I was nervous that I am going to meet her dad. But bb say I just need to relax and simply say hi uncle.

And after waiting for few minutes, her dad comes. He has a lovely smile and waving his hand to me, and when he made a U-turn, he waved his hands again, he looks friendly. And then I went back to hostel.

At night we started to hv argue, saying that I hv other identity, and hide things. I swore I didn’t hide anymore. All things of MI6 and military school I told bb. And its kind of sudden thing of my “another identity”. BB saying that she wanna leave me again, I thought it’ll be better after I come but still make bb not secured.

Actually my another name is just for this time as my identify documents in uk not

allow me to make a HKSAR passport, so I need uncle to make a birth certificate to

prove im his son (although its step, and the immigration knows that), so I need a

name to follow by his surname and make a temporary passport. I will use the BNO next time as I didnt hv enough time to make a BNO.

I am gonna tell bb frankly if sth sudden happened as I don’t want she and I keep on guessing each other. That’s not good for us.

But I worried the most is bb took a box of iron. Its harmful to her, I am so worried.

She always thinks no one cares her but its me who cares her the most.

She may think I am like her exs who will not love her that much after a period of

time. But to me I love her more as time goes by. I know this clearly. She was the one I

looking for long, I will be frank and tell her everything, as I think she has the right to

know