今天終於發生了我最怕的事....今天英文派卷...我53...後加一分54~~~~我比盧樂堯高2分~~so基得37加完之後...全班最低.....之後溫40...冇得加.....我當然慶幸英文比佢高......但係琴日我問呀sir我數學幾多....佢話6字...我再問溫都係6字吧?但係我心想係5字...我希望佢5字....但呀sir話佢6字...我真係勁唔開心....佢竟然同我同字頭.....到今日番學...我都有預感佢唔止同我同字..仲高我一分....我自尊心真係從未試過咁樣受創.....我教佢教到佢高分過自己....仲要係未試過高分過我架.....就算一分都好.....就算一次都好....有第一次,就有第二次....我決定唔會再比我做書既數佢...亦唔會教......我冇資格教....點有可能低教高分?我真係勁想死.....我番到屋企只可喊一喊...然後要扮冇事.....即使英文高過佢...但數學低過佢,對我嚟講係恥辱......佢冇補習,但我有補習...佢簡單望下...但我有做數....點解我數學會差得過佢?我唔信我數學底差過佢囉!所以!我決心我做既數再都唔會比佢...佢就靠老師同其他人.唔好再問我~~~我點都唔可以低過佢.....只許一次....唔會再有呢d機會.....

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