今日我遲咗起身.....遲咗少少當值......跟住早會完咗係個室入面楊寶婷話佢地唔捉人...跟住佢地走哂之後我本來想走...楊寶婷叫我留一留....我等佢地走哂之後就話我要管番下佢地...佢地又唔捉人....服飾儀容都唔掂....又唔攝底衫、又un腳...又傾計.....跟住我就唯有點頭.....每日次當值佢地都係有野搞到比人鬧我....我都算...我忍...佢地成日遲到、無啦啦又唔當值....小息中意就落....問到唔係話唔記得就話有事....小息冇人當值比人鬧嗰個係我....朝早冇捉人比人鬧既都係我....搞到我比人覺得做唔到野....明明係佢地既問題...但全部歸咎於我.....上到去課室...早會係完咗.....但我上到去入課室....佢地仲企梗....咁我入去...個個靜哂.....我入到去嗰陣又呆咗...唔知發生咩事.....望咗一下佢地之後番自己位...聽到吳桂常講d野我大概都估到係話佢地做功課.....跟住我收到功課紙....但我又見佢趕梗第二樣野...咁我就冇追佢......但我今朝好趕....又冇拎番份野番去...漏咗去屋企.....跟住到閱讀節完咗我先去揾佢....佢完全冇咗件事....跟住我話我漏咗係屋企....佢話下...真架...我話係呀....跟住結果我地都決定欠.....到通識堂....miss又搞我...叫我出去寫...我打死都唔去....我同miss講點解要搞我姐...我又唔嘈......跟住佢今日訓二又比人叫又訓再叫...跟住佢就唔訓.....到一小息我就落去當值...d人一樣係遲到唔當.....數學堂...派卷....我居然得63.....我仲低過so基....黃曉婷居然第一.....跟住我就好唔開心...因為我又禁錯機又代錯數....唉....本身以為前面岩哂....世事難料呀......我自尊心太強....一遇到呢d事就會好唔舒服...跟住我就會不停反省.....我到底係咪唔夠人叻....定蠢過人....我明明咁用心去做數...但係都唔及佢地......明明我唔蠢....唔通係佢地係太叻????我覺得我而家最重要既野係要改善我既粗心大意....成日就係咁失哂d分.....所以我要改呢樣野....我衰一次唔代表我衰哂...衰一次唔代表係我蠢過佢地...唔代表我唔夠佢叻....只係我唔小心姐....我一定一定會係下次拎番好成續去威番既.........人係要經歷下呢d高低起跌先會成長既......經過數學堂唔開心既野又多咗....到英文堂......miss又遲放....搭正先放...搞到我勁趕...跑番班房擺書又跑落樓梯...好衰唔衰佢咁岩係338出嚟...我岩岩擺完書出去睇到佢......我落到去.....當然撞到佢...佢地成班快我少少...係我前面....落到地下..我一出去就見到佢..佢應該都睇到我...我唔得閒望佢...我一出去就跑去門口...再跑番屋企....超趕咁番到又超趕咁番去....點知我既趕...係換嚟佢地既遲到....我開始覺得頂唔到...好似好多抑壓住我....跟住我一度等佢地....佢地每個都遲到....我去問小息冇當既人點解冇當?之前就話唔記得...今次又話問老師題......咁問完唔洗落既.....成日持住要退就中意當就當.....但又唔諗下我成代佢地比人鬧.....跟住我咁岩行去藍梯....見到有人衝梯...盧柏棆先岩岩到....嗰陣遲咗成5分鐘......我就即刻衝去叫番d人走......跟住我搞掂之後即刻問盧柏棆點解咁遲....我係已經眼濕濕....跟住佢居然咁岩上到嚟...我見到佢...我讓佢上去...跟住繼續問...佢話食遲咗....我就真係崩潰....佢地d答案冇個合理.....我真係第一次當懞當到喊...一度喊一度當值......跟住我行去搞綠梯既事...莊恢智見到我....平時挽開所以叫我...但我喊梗...心情勁差...我就停低望佢同賴嘉俊一眼.....佢地就知咩事....我搞掂之後又嬲又喊住既樣不停咁行嚟行去.....我仲同要退既人講....你地要退既仲有幾次當....我話我求下你地之後嗰幾次準時...當值....我喊住同佢地講...我話唔好再抩到我比人鬧啦......我其實已經忍咗佢地一年我先爆......我對呢組人我做唔到落去....我想踢走哂所有人......一打鐘我就好似張壓係我心上面既石拎開咗....但我一上到課室就爆喊....係咁喊....喊到收唔到...楊潔瑩見到問我有冇事....拍咗一下我膊頭...好多人知我喊...因為岩岩係2樓好多人睇到....跟住我喊喊下....朱凱健拎咗包紙巾比我....但我唔肯定佢係比紙巾我定係我借咗比佢佢還番.....跟住我喊咗陣就一度喊一度拎書去上中文堂....我係睇到盧駿迪望住我一度喊一度拎書......跟住上中文一直係咁諗其實我做錯咗d咩....佢地點解要咁對我?我又諗我到底前世做錯幾多野先會比組咁既人我....好似所有有問題既人都係我組.......我明明平時又冇對佢地好差....佢地要去廁所要買野飲...我都比佢地做完先當......我到底有咩令到佢地咁??我點諗都諗唔通....到企財....我番到課室...我就擺低書去咗廁所洗咗個面...然後入課室嗰陣佢係隔離門口.......我就照入去.....之後上堂...上完我出咗去企.....過咗陣佢同陸福恆都有企...佢地都企咗陣就入咗去...我係企得再耐d先入去.....跟住我企企下陳家輝叫我...問我黃色定藍色...我問做咩...佢話揀咗先.....跟住我話藍色...跟住佢就行咗入去.....跟住我聽到盧駿迪話黃令沖要黃色.....跟住到放學都冇講野......放學溫過嚟揾我....我就同佢一齊走...行到去2樓就企係廁所門口傾咗陣.....講我發生咩事...講講下我聽到有人行...我一擰個頭過去.....居然係佢同林智豪...佢去廁所....我一望過去...佢望咗眼....跟住唔知咩眼神....跟住佢就入咗去...我就擰番轉頭.....咁到佢出嚟...出咗一陣...又唔知做咩入番去....我又聽到拉廁紙聲.....跟住佢再出就走咗.....跟住我地講咗陣就走咗...跟住我就去拎野.....番屋企.......
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