Actually, I don't want to go to school.

I hate myself, my face.

Although everyone said they don't mind, 

I can't help to be  shamed.

Why? Why is me?

I know that I never contro my habit.

And I become fatter and fatter.

But, I really seldom to eat deep-fly foods.

Why? I hate myself.

I have gone to many place to cure my sickness.

Unfortunately, their're not work.

I am upset, pain and nervous.

I don't want anybody to see my face.

I don't want to talk with them.

I just want to go home.

Nobody can see me.

Nobody can laugh at me.

I don't want to pretend.

To pretend I'm not care about it.

I hope, I really hope.

My face will become better and renew to smooth.