Today,

I can  control my temper because we didn't have any arguments.

even you talked to me with your usual attitude.

Really being happy for it.

I think I can do well in future.

IN MY EYES,

YOU'RE JUST A LITTLE RUBBISH!

THE CONFIDANT OF MY LIFE WHO'S FOUND BY ME,MAYBE.

TODAY MY MOOD'S NOT DOWN AND BRIGHT,JUST PEACEFUL.

I WANT TO ESTABLISH A HOME.

THE HOME REALLY BELOINGS OF ME.

AND A GOOD NEWS THAT

I MAY LIVE WITH MY CONFIDANT.

JUST BEING A CHILD FOREVER,I WISH.

Today,

I cried a lot.

I really feel miserable.

I might be left home forever.

It's because someone hurt me and I hurt the one too.

We're not glad.

I cried a lot.

I can't stop tears fall from my eyes.How could I be so easy to get hurt?

I don't know my life how to go on well.

All at all,

It's seldom for me to feel sad.

A child have to go on her life

even if fairy stories don't exist anymore

However,

Feeling fine after sleeping,I'm not miserable.

More  than words of you're being so deplorable!

How would you live so deplorable although you seem to look like usual?

I have to write down a terrible thing what you've done to me.

You noticed I'm wear your trouser we changed and you order me stop wear your trouser.

I rejected your bad order.Then you go on your worst attitude to me.

Also, you turned off my computer and I tried to prevent you but it didn't work.

Mum said nothing of help and she is just by your side that I know so

I never have a hope from her.I numb for her even she says something rude to me.

I always be listened to her and she makes me feel nasty.

It's a habit I used to be that but I have no feelings now,just feeling a little bit funny.

Why would  our situations be so ugly?

Why can you do that to me?Why I have to bear your bad behavers,all of your disgusting things.

The trouser of mine you lost and you never feel sorry for it.

Yes,you're always feeling everything you can lose as long as the thing is not yourself.

You never cherished the things which're not yourself.

It's because that's not yourself and you think it's impossible for you to be better.

You always be so bad for others.

You would lie when you did wrong.

Why don't you admit your faults?It's because you never need to do well for yourself?

Do you always think of you're right?

Why don't you think of others for goods?

It needs a moment you think of that and you'd be good but

IT'S NOT POSSIBLE FOR YOU CAN DO THAT!

Moreover,

A thing showed you're soooooooooooo suspicious!

You pushed me with your ugly hands but

I'm clear-headed  so I won't be silly.

It might because you used to do something bad,rude and nasty to  others.

I can see what's true and false of this mumbo-jumbo home.

Did you feel happy for what you've done to me today?

Do you live happily with ugly your heart?

I never thought I want to hurt you in physically and mentally.

 In face,you did it,you  hurt me.I was so wrong that I looked you as a sister.

This morning's nice.

I woke up and I knew a reason.

The reason why I'd be moody yesterday.

It's because I had a thing girls have.

The thing's coming in me now.

And these bad moods'd stay several days in my heart.

And I have to stop it,not to show it.

If I can do that,

I'll be maturer.

Sometimes I'm a bit little sad although  

I don't show it out.

I wanna cry but I can't!

I tell myself,

"You know,

you're a brave and hard girl." So,

I shouldn't let tears fall from my eyes.

I'm unhappy even I wanna cry.

However,

I still feel sense of happiness because I think of you.

Your face,your beautiful smiles,your nimble actions......

It's all about you in my mind.

You always give me power and stick with me even if

you don't know what power you have.

I won't lost myself anymore.

Now,

I know where I'm going.

I'm still the one who wants to be a part of your life.

Waiting you,I'm willing.