The holiday is comeing now

many people will feel very happy

but i don't know what thing can i do

i don't want to do anything

i don't know why i will turn to this

i thing this is because

i can't see her anymore [k]

why will i thing that???

because before one year

me have many many thing to do want to be better and better

but now i be a anything to do [ rubblish  ]

-.-i only want to see her again-.-''

can you give me some idea about what can i do.