rough week.

I can't figure out what do I need to say about.

this week....just sucks....

too tired.

overwhelmed.

I kind of feel like I'm going to die.

and.

I give up.

the first assignment failed in my u-life.

also, still no one want me to join their group.

maybe I have to give up one of assignments.

10% of the subject result.

I hate group work.

I hate any relationship in the society.

cuz I've never been a friendly human.

it's truth.

but it's also hurt.

the last week, I will talk it later.

after my crazy presentation.

maybe 28/4?

when I get back home.

the upcoming 3 days, I will work hard on my personal presentation.

cuz I don't wanna mess up anymore.

1 quiz on monday.

1 presentation on monday.

1 video on wednesday, which I have to give up.

1 essay on friday.

1 quiz on saturday.

also 1 MV & 2 exam in mid-may.

that's what I should focus on.

I hope I can do all these things.

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thanks my darren and chris.

they really mean a lot to me.

I can't get through these crap without their inspiration.

thanks.

if arashi is my pain-killer,

you're my lighthouse that always leading me,

and teaching me to face my difficulty bravely.

COURAGE.

I finally understand what it means.