都好幾日冇見過佢lu....

唔知係唔係我既錯覺，　佢好似總係避開我....

朋友,  i have picked up this identity and use this to access her area...　

但仍然有一種備拒之門外既感覺.

點解呢？我答自已 '應該係... 佢仲驚我又會產生Ｄ咩既誤會la....'

if i am able to go back to the past, i would go to 14th October 2009 and stop myself from saying those words...

Those words cahnged everythings...

Sometimes, words get the situation worst....