I didn't know my own strength. And I crashed down and I tunmble....but I did not crumble

I cried because I tripped over a stone. At that moment I relased that pain was what every person owned.

Pain will emerge from your heart when you lose sight of your dream and it will prey on your mind. Of course you can shirk form suffering this such period. But, virtually, the pain will not be eradicated and eventually you can't extricate form it  However, the first thing you should do is to find out a solution to wipe away it!