原來今天  已不再成為要慶祝的日子

那樣藍的心情 看到雨後的彩虹

就像白雲藍天放上一道彩虹那麼美

但 這一切卻只餘下自己眼睛看到了

人  有困難 有考驗時  信主的  都會向神禱告

也說神會安排最好的給你 安排好你的人生

那  就說明了 那一切的苦難也是 賜 給你的

真奇怪 你安排煩憂給我們 又要我們在遇上後向你祈禱纖悔

其實 是你在享受給人神拜的感覺

成長 經驗 精神  鍛鍊 

動聽的詞句  夾雜了你私心 那受人潮拜的虛榮心

看看我  那殘缺不全的心靈  是你一-神聖的見証?

你就愛安排病疾苦痛 來道出那尾尾不停的聖理

神愛世人  我看你真的愛瘋了我

或許我一生出來 就注定了要做個不平凡的女孩

無止景的考驗 不同大少的傷痛成長  還有那一段又一段的戲劇事件

永遠  傷到底了..盲目過後.. 難得的踏回起來

你卻又把我垮倒

其實 你是否很喜愛看見我難過受苦的樣子?

你連一刻的幸福 也不屑給我嗎?

哈哈..我不禁嘲笑自己    那麼相信命運

我很害怕 很難過 很痛   回憶起受過的苦

我更不明白  未來可以有多燦爛...

原來..在我的人生.. 一刻的快樂..也是奢侈品...

oh...wow

i mean ...is det ture?

de exam finially leave me  thx god..

to be honest,i didnt give my best on it

i guess i still cannot take responcebility to myself (sori for spellin mistakes=P)

i give up when chem was came,too bad..

i think i let my fam down again

god,how can i give dem back ,i mean i was totally fail in it

wtever,things had been done,i cant change,n i need to suffer it in august

ha,laugh out lou really, to myself

i knew is my problem, i need to make it rt in dis holiay

to let go everything so my feet can hav strengh to step

doctor is only a help,but i give up to try

"fu....."  ok,now,de dact is CE WAS over,so i got a little bit of scare

but i will wait my excited come back for me=D

i will travel to places wif mum n others

i need to relax more as i beg my body drift one drop of fucking M  for me,poor ME!

ok ,gd  i will date u guys after a few days, coz m busy will de present of mother's day

yes,i said i will gave it to her after my CE=V= n wt i give to her is a dinner,SUPRISE! (she ordered)= =

nvm,i hav to go o grandma at sant ,they mis me=] .....................coz they wt to c ow big i am,screw dem= =

gd! but afterdis weeks,i will be back=V=! YO YO!

u r hopeless, TOTALLY

juz fuck off