love is weird. 

I love how I've been playing or being played for such long time and still find it tempting.

sometimes I couldnt even believe I can actually do like this ,being like this

 doing a revenge and end up crying with my own.

playing with fire, get burnt and still obsessed with the sparkles in the flame

 我一直覺得自己很好的處理了生活和工作的壓力，但是真的完全沒想到，原來自己身體的記憶是如此的痛苦和深刻。

you could do hundred things and yet you did none.

yes, you are in huge busy time and you choose to neglect 

try hard to approach those person who arent treat you right

give up the one who listen the bads and upset casued by them 

no relationship lasts without given in and you rather let it be

you believe it stable, believe you can fix by any causes

deep down you should know its violent and delicate.

I am disappointed and depress because I know who you are, which also made me couldnt forgive a thing.

can never reach any knife or cut right at this moment, those are fancilating deadly attractive

 20 yrs life to exchange my mum health?

yes, I would. 

living for 60 yrs is pretty enough :)