Ha gays,

How are you? I am not really happy this few days, coz I doesn't feel good, I am sick, and I mat need to do and SX, but I don't want to do it, coz the Dr said that is 50/100, and I am still thinking about it, coz it mit have 50% that I can't live. I really don't know what to do rght now. Can any one help me? My mum want me to do it, but when I tell her that I am not going to do it, she got a really bad face to look at me, and she ask me why don't I want to do it, and I tell her that I want to wait untill I am really sic before I will do this SX, but she just don't want to let me.

I am thinking " Oh come on, I am just 20 I still have a lot of things I want to do, and I didn't do yet, I don't want to finish my life so fast".

WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW??????????????????????????????