I'm really upset today..

Samantha just called me and tell me about the FT.Island concert

and  ask weather i can go or not

so i just ask her to wait and i ask my mum

at the 1st thought..

i thought my mum will let me

but her answer maked me disappoint me..

because her answer was a "No" to me..

So..

I ask her why

but she did not answer my question

so i ask her again

but she just turn her ears off from me

But what to do?

I call back to Samantha(Sammy)

about that..

and ask her when is her Dad gonna buy the tickets..

but she say not that fast..

Don't worry..ask your mum by tomorrow..

That's what she(Sammy) says..

so I say ok..but you must help me out to convince my mum

Sammy make a promised with me..

After that..

I don't understand why my tears come rolling off from my face...

but felt a deeply cut in my heart..

I get that i wanna go to the concert..

but now i can't..although i want it

I remember Sammy and Me make a promised that we Will go together

but now here is a "wooden block" blocking our way to the destination

I emailed my cousin sis Kristy which is @ HonG Kong

but she did not get on9..

So just call one of my best friend Quni

talking about the concert thingy..

I was trying to breath but felt like asthma

hardly breath..

but after an 36minutes talk.

i felt betta..

but still feeling upset..

Guess I've been crying for an hour

haven been crying that long since ages ago~

Piss..feeling tired after crying

see ya guys later