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放榜放榜啦...同上年既成績一樣....其實我已經冇咩感覺啦....或者一成不變...係我一直想要既野...金日好多電電丫...多謝各人關心....
收左成績表之後...我...leeman...肥豬就一齊去食早餐....我地仲咁有心情慢慢食早餐...之後我地就出左去觀塘搵野讀...然後leeman首先去左面試...我地先知道要帶以前既成績表出嚟...之後leeman就返左屋企先...而我同肥豬就一齊去ive...諗住交form...點知又交唔到錢...唯有返左屋企先...
同肥豬等93k...佢就落左車車先...然後我就慢慢搭返屋企...返到屋企拎成績表...同埋幫肥豬包書...之後又出過去啦....落樓下7仔交錢...出奇地竟然交到....肥豬又差d幫我交埋...好彩佢個張紙交唔到錢...如果唔係又哂左$100....
之後我地就搭車車出返apm....等返上次個間....金次試食一下冷麵...真係幾好味....食完野之後...佢地就陪我行去ive...行到想死....之後就啦啦聲行返去職業訓練中心面試...我地3個都見唔到既野....我見酒店...leeman見工商....肥豬見平面設計....
3個之中...leeman果個最易見...然後就係我...我見既時候..佢要我用英文介紹一下自己...我聽到之後...真係呆左一呆...不過我得左丫...超超超開心....而佢地都得左...肥豬面試仲爆...佢要用個半鐘時間畫畫...
之後我地就搭車車返屋企嚕...leeman要搭車車去佢契媽度...所以又得我同肥豬一齊走...
返到屋企...就即刻同呀爸講話自己讀酒店....果時佢仲冇咩野咁....到左夜d佢就罵我嚕...不過都預左....
肥豬金晚好早訓....而我反而好夜先訓.....我明明好眼訓架...但我就唔想訓...我都已經分唔出自己想點啦....2:45a.m...肥豬打俾我...佢問我訓左未...我話未...之後就佢講左d野...令我感受到佢能夠體貼我....咁多年嚟...每當我成績差既時候....從來都冇人咁關心我...安撫我...體貼我....
肥豬令我發現自己原來根本唔開心....原來我唔肯正視自己既成績...肥豬睇到我最軟弱既一面...佢令我將自己唔開心既情緒釋放出嚟...肥豬....我真係好多謝你...原來真係你最明白我...由呢一秒開始...我要對你更加好...更加愛你...更加珍惜你...