To be honest, I finally realized that I AM NOT READY.

I am not good enough seriously. Who's gonna to date with a poor, fatty guy. 

Everybody loves the one that might be come out from the fairy tale.

A rich, good-looking (just like pohoto-shop model). With charming smile, nice body. 

I haven't tried my best.

I will put greatest effort to fight for changing myself until I find someone that is worthy for being with me ever after.