我好唔開心呀!!未知道個事實之前我都好開心架...不過知道左之後，我真係冇辦法接受到呀!!可能自己真係講得啱呀...^世事往往都係殘酷^所以我只好接受現實呀!!

好耐都冇寫過日記喇!!有啲奇怪嘅feelings...e排發生左好多事呀!!好少再同佢講嘢喇!!冇左佢都再冇乜嘢特別...我好想佢變番以前咁樣同我講嘢...我已經唔再奢求啲乜嘢...我只係想開開心心咁同佢過埋今年...因為佢要離開...唔可以再同佢聯絡!!其實而家e種生活都幾好呀...雖然唔可以去番以前咁...但係而家只要見到佢...我已經好滿足架喇!!而家佢對Babe...陳蔓婷...王子喂最好!!無論佢再對我好唔好...我都唔會好似以前咁樣為佢唔開心...亦都唔會再呷佢醋lu...佢而家只係我嘅普通朋友...唔會再好似以前咁高地位喇!! 不過我而家最想嘅就係希望佢會同我慶祝生日...but我又唔知點樣開口wor...真係煩呀!!

唉...今日超唔開心呀!!從未試過因為掉位而哭架...而家我一生中最憎嘅嘢,就係掉位!!

掉位...令我同佢分開,掉位...令到我同佢嘅感情變得更冷淡...唔通連個天都唔鍾意我??同佢分開,係我一生中最慘嘅事...冇左佢,好似世界沒日咁咁痛苦,我地都就黎分開啦!!唔通我地唔可以開開心心咁玩埋e幾十日??唉...我真係唔可以冇左佢架!!

或者...我地真係有緣無份啦!!

e幾日發生左好多事...而家我仲同佢寫信...我又買左部新電話...聽日要掉位啦...我真係好唔捨得佢呀!!

唔識佢咪幾好...識左佢簡直係一種負累...又要為她而哭...又要為她擔心...總之嘜都為左佢...佢嬲我地又得...我地嬲佢唔得...佢嬲我地仲要我地采番佢...