Singing contest...
這幾天,不斷向神祈禱,帶領我哋班要團結啲唔好玩玩下,用心去將Musical 的信息唱出。
到了今天的排練,神聽禱告,在最後的排練真的有進步。
但係自己就係排練同比賽都不斷彈錯野,之前啊爸都叫我唔好too proud of myself,
自己就覺得自己做得ok,對得住自已同自己班。
今日就開始後悔,係都加啲自己唔係有100%信心做既野係琴譜的樂章上 ,
彈到好差,連自己也接受唔到,I really feel sorry for what I have done.
但係都好多謝你地,每個人都不斷鼓勵我,連我認為最惡的指揮(林善)也沒有罵我,
但不如你哋scold me, I think I will be more confortable.
今日聽到結果的時候,Very very very extrememly sad.
雖然口口聲聲話榮耀God, put God in the first place and spread out the love of him.
But Why? I will fell disappoint when I hear the news, I should be happy instead.
At first, we don't think we can get any prize, but now, we have.
We should be happy, Is our goal too high that we can't reach?
But why? In my heart, I think God didn't give us the best thing, I think we should get champion.
Now, we just get 1st runner-up.
Back to home, I read the bible, and I knew that God gave us the best and he know what we need and always care about us.
Also, I need to learn not to be proud and trust in him.
I regret what I would have done, if I had had a second chance, I will do my best and give my 100% to you.
At last, I really want to thank Christy as she gave me lots of comfort before and after the competition and you know my situation well.
Second, I want to thanks Jeffrey although he always want to kill and scold me when I played the piano wrong, but he also teached me lots of knowleage during the competition. (I nearly make him died as I didn't look at him and didn't know what he's saying/meaning.)
Third, I want to thank Eva, she is the only one who protect(somethings like that) me, while others people give many comments on me. She knew I had I great pressure.
4th, I want to thanks Helena, Vannessa, Rachel, Janice, Natalie. You guys gave me lots of encouragements before and after the competition. When I felt sad, you guys sang songs to me^^(I wanna nobody nobody but you...sorry sorry sorry sorry...)
5th, I want to thanks Mr. Chau and Miss Wong. They gave me a chance to be the lutanist(詩琴).
Last, I want to thanks 3E. You guys gave me a wonderful memeory and didn't scold me after the competition.haha
Love you guys, God blessed.
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