complicated thing were full of my mind that i turly could not give u my answer. 

i confessed that i am not girl with the innocence heart cause of my selfish.

in other words, if sth. belongs to me really,i may not treasure it as my baby thing

in the meantime , only when sth. leave me alone, will i make my effort to stay .

so, i don't know my own feelings about being with u or not .

i'm indeed sorry i said the words that day .

haha.

maybe, u also felt that sth. wrong

u said that u can not make some promises so that i can take away my words.

though i don't want ur promises.

but i don't cheat u..

i don't know what i want to do up to now.