feel like the world without me

after had an appointment to the DR on my way home

sun shine brightly,

but my bad mood was out of my control.

i cried quietly . pretended. did not let others see my tear.

i am tired.

do the same things repeatly. day by day.

actually, like the poor machine

tired that the complicated society  & the complicated  relationship

human's pretense selfish hideous

futher

cause of the illness last for half a year.

did not heal ompletely.

got a deep damage , the wound still hard to heal

all the body .

make me annoyed

i wonder to shout