It's the second day I saw him. I drove down to him this time. Meeting his friends , we went dinner together. We had our very first kiss before dinner at the parking lot, it was great, passionate , sweet, romantic, and sexy. Kissing him is different than kissing any other guys, I can tell he has different personalities by the ways he kissed me. Since the first kiss, his hand held my hand tight, it's like he will never ever leave me. He ordered a burger, I ordered the boneless chicken wings, his frd Adam is so funny, made we relax for a little bit, being with him and his friends make me comfortable , relaxing, chilling out. His frds shared somthing funny about them, make me know more about him, Im glad. After dinner we all went to movie ''Wolverine'' . His right hand never left my left hand for the whole movie, make me feel safe and secure. After the movie, w went back to his apartment, well had a little talk and kissing, I really like kissing him. And suddenly the word '' I Love You '' came out from his mouth . My heart stopped for a little while, whats that mean? Am I ready to receive that love? I know I centainly have feeling for him, but deep down my heat I know that Im scared, scared to fall in love and get hurt again. I told him about what my fear is, and asked him can I trust him, he asked me to look him in his eys, and tell me I can trust him. I smiled from the bottom of my heart, is it mean that im willing to trust him now? Probably 99.9%? then where is the 0.1% going? anyway, w slept at around 3:30 am and I woke up at 5:30 am. and ready to drive back up to LA and go to work.