2011.11.05
Actually, this was an unhappy day....
Although I was excited for going to mainland with king in the morning, unhappy came when having lunch.
King played mobile game when I calling him. No reply for inviting him to the ocean park. Anyway, those were not the most unhappy things. He didn't "氹返我"!! Just holding again my hand. He didn't know what I was angry about. Actually, I didn't care about the things brought me not happy, I just hope he could give me a big hug!!! However, he seems to forget this promise.
Ha...... I don't want to be a good girl again and again!!!! I just want to have a care from this important man.
When we arrived Lo Wu, king asked to go back. I didn't answer him and just walk back to the train. King suggested to take me to the bus stop, but I just said bye and exit from the mtr station in sheung shui. However, I'm not a bad enough girl, so I waited at sheung shui and hoped he would call me. Unfortunately, he didn't call me, but I still have a hope and call him again and again. Until he was answering, he refused going to mainland with me when I ask him again. At this moment, I'm really disappointed as that's not the only one time for refusing my request when I ask him again and again.
I controlled my emotion until taking bus and sitting down. I cried. I don't like crying in the public area, but I do that not only once.
At this night, he called me many times (about 30 calls). I answered the last call and he told me he was back to mainland individually to see dentist doctor. Then, I refused talking to him and took off the call. This man seems never know what's bringing me unhappy and disappointed.
I would like want to ask, is it difficult to hug me when I'm angry?
Disappointed > unhappy!!!!
2011.11.06
I was really not happy yesterday...But I had no time for thinking unhappy this day!!!!
1. Waking up late (cannot wash hair and need to immediately go out by 10mins after wake up)
2. Running for bus
3. Waiting 7mins for west rail line
4. Cannot call to report working time this morning
5. "濁親" when drinking water
6. Buying snacks and cool drinks from wellcome
7. Using colleague's money to buy candy and drinks from wellcome again
8. Unknown reason for taking hurt for hand (手腕瘀左 T^T)
9. Mini bus, train, west rail line train and bus immediately arrived when I just come
10. Not "開聲" until now
This day brought me a lot of both unlucky and happiness!!!!
I love all my lovely colleagues, even they didn't know I'm not happy!!!
失敗了，如果能樂觀的面對失敗，人生不也很快樂嗎。（ｂｙ：藪 宏太）
