今日一早就去左打波,7點幾出左門口lo....
去到又冇野做,同呀sir教完波之後,就去左食赤丸,好好食.....
之後,到左12點又教波,教到2點,之後就去左食木之葉,起好食,有機會同你地一齊去食......
係完些唔多3點就上左去呀sir屋企,佢就係到訓,我就係到拉拍,同做体能,起悶.....
到左7點就上左竹園打波,打打下,20同呀諺冇啦啦唔知係到搞咩,之拍撞左兩次,撞到我都驚驚地....
打完佢地個場就叫佢其他人入黎打,20同生哥就係出面講,20好似係到哭,
我都唔叫佢打波,之後呀諺又係到發陂氣,我都唔叫佢出去,姐係得4個人可以打波.....
個時個場好泠,我就爆D野出黎搞下個氣氛,最後都好返D,但係我條腰就傷左,好痛-w-
打完就返屋企,就聽到20話唔想打,唉......同我既想法一樣,都唔知點解,但係佢唔想打,係因為佢同呀諺有問題,先自係咁姐.....
但我個D就,唉,我都唔知點講.......佢地就叫我唔好打,我都唔知點好,讀書我又讀唔好,我又冇出路,唉,打住波先.....
佢地叫我同呀sir反應下,我諗如果我講左有用一早就講左喇,
到現家我都諗緊我既前程,我到底要點做,要做咩好??好難搞......我一諗起呢個問題就頭痛
但係點都要諗,鬼叫我係人咩,鬼叫我生存係呢個世上咩,唉.......
其實點解要做人,係為左唔想別人傷心,唔想家人傷心,唔想朋友傷心,,點解要做人,做人係唔係就要咁辛苦,唉.......
睇到好死tim,諗返好野......冇咩野好野諗,唉,算喇,訓教.....早D訓喇,聽日都唔知洗唔洗返學
唉,一諗起返學又煩.........
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