Why ......... scare me???

I'm trying to make me not cry.

Serval days later, I will put on my heavy school bag, dress up like a F.6 student, get up early and take one hour to

school. Perhaps, a horrible experience will come. I have to stand up to all the things ahead. Support myself!

Get ready to F.6 and F.7! support all of you.

Let all the past go. Tomorrow is another day.

I went to take the French class and did some volunteer work yesterday. As for the

French class, I felt my heart was out of mine as I'm absent for serval times. I am

not interested in it at all. That's disappointing! instead of focus on the lesson, I

read my book and prepare to finish the book report.

Sometimes, I will think of riding on the swings without any depression that was

really enjoyable, espacially around the exam. Addicting in the song called "little

angel", that force me to recollect many happiness in the past. That I missed in the

past, I can't have now, I will never meet again in the future will easily makes me

cry. I just cry for you only.

That makes me feel the greatest touching is when you gave me a fluorescent stick.

That makes me feel the greatest happy is when you discovered my hand is smaller than yours.

That makes me feel the greatest unforgettable is when you chatted with me untill 3 a.m.

That makes me feel the greatest sad is you haven't put me in your heart.

That makes me feel the greatest embarrassing is I have to pretend a stranger in front of you.

That makes me feel the greatest hopeless is I don't know anything about you any more.

That makes me feel the greatest regrettable is I wrote a diary which is all about you.

Today I went to self-study room with Katrina and there I spent about three hours to finish

the English homework. It feel like that I may have many careless mistakes. Yet, time is really

ticking fast and the school day is around the normer. I don't have enough time in fact.

Afterward, I went to buy something with Katrina...

once two weeks, once three months, even everyday... Promises will be kept untill forever.

Once, A called me and chatted with me. Yet, I hadn't really care and response. As a result, A

will not call me again. B also called me one day, B had many things to tell me and spent the

whole night chatting with me even though I hadn't any response. It's about B or others. Still, B

will call me again. These results above are totally different. I can't say that A is good or B,

but I just can sure that everyone have their own way to get along with people. Everthing comes

out will have reasons. We just don't know at that time. The more people you meet, the more

affirmance that everyone isn't good or bad you will bear in mind. It is just the point of view in

the different sides of something. Is someone change first will be considered that someone is

noy a good person? Is someone never change will be believed that someone is a good person?

We can't use that way to distinguish the goodness or badness among people.