The first day of 2008... it was special. In my mind, I just couldn't think of anything to say as

my mind was confused. I don't know what to do, how to say, what will happen then...  I though I

was lucky really. Though the sad experience didn't leave me, it's not important at all. The

memory will not fade away. That's no meaning to recall them to my mind, right? When I wrote

all the things in my diary, I feel that I had accepted them happened in my life.

Busy life again... as too much homework for me.

These day will be very cold... Take care my friends. Don't be sick before exam. Add oil~ ^O^

This moment, I have no feeling. Everytime, I failed. Don't tell me Plz don't tell me. Don't tell

me ... Have you ever think about me? I though, several evil would accompany one person. Those

evil will disturb that person from doing everything.

Now, I'm not sure how to do next...

So complicated... I felt lonely really. why? It's because all people like to wear mask.

I felt upset. Not only because of the result I get today,

besides this, there is one more thing that make me feel

unhappy. Granted, the results really made me feel

disappointed. Michelle told me that I should not get this

result, I should deserve higher marks. Yet, my results

are dissatisfactory.

My classmates liked to compare, compare results, I don't

want to do that everytime after receiving results. Whom

we need to compare with is not others, is ourselves, from

past till now. Only you can know what you have to do,

what have you done, what do you need to improve, what can

you do then, and how good or bad you are. Just you can

know, no need to compare with others.

P.S. I'm tired.

I Decided to find something, but failed. Everytime is like this. I felt

disappointed and upset. Many tests tell me that I'm sensitive. I was really

really tired...

Next week, it will be our school trip. Our distination will be "Dragon Tiger

Mountain". It should be good if we just need to attend school for three days a

week.

Last night, I slept too early that I've forgotten the time already. As I don't

even know when I was sleeping. Maybe that time, my computer was still

working and I just wake up feeling extremely tired.

Today, I need to attend a talk concerning Maths Stat's poject. +.+

I hope promise will not break in that such a short time...

Although... I feel it is breaking............

Time to time... time to time...

We have misunderstanding... like the day before yesterday...

You said you will wait for me at six... However, we both misunderstand the place...

I though it is in self-study... but you said meet at CHS. Never mind la...

This is not a problem, right?