I'm not going to let this thing happen as I'll never be ready. You could simply treat me as a selfish girl, I won't mind or even care. I'm not going to wait and love you.

"The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart." That's exactly who you are. You've hurt me for several times already. That's enough! I'm not your girlfriend or even a real friend! I'm only one who you met on the Internet. No more other things. I'm not responsible to put up with your harsh words!

Really enough. I want to end it up.