Guess what.....I have no confident to tell you what exactly the problem is. It's because I don't know whether we have a chance to face the problem. This problem only appear when we really get together and that is "how can we tell my mother the way we know each other?" The only solution is not to let ourselves have a chance to face it. That is the only way that I can think of.

Truely, my mum doesn't like me make friends on the Internet. I really can't imagine that if I tell her that I wanted to get together with you. That's totally ridiculous from mother's point of view. She will never let me go. Therefore, that's the only way to deal with this problem. Finally, I can figure out what I'm always concerning on. The thing that I concern is not how I may get hurt or selfishness, but how can we face my mother.

Sorry but I really can't think of other methods.....Please forgive me.