I should be aware that.....you still have a place to leave. I shouldn't forget that you're an adult and you may want to give up in some day.

I should be aware that.....you don't need to tell me all the things. I shouldn't forget that you have your right to offline suddenly without saying "good-bye". I should know that I have no right to order you to do anything.

So what's going on with me? I should be aware all the time. How come I would forget these things?

Maybe...I should be aware that....I've started to care about you.

No no no....That sounds crazy!!! I've just said that I need to forget about you. I've deleted all the things about you on the Internet. "Forget it" is the thing that I'm doing....I shouldn't care about you.

I feel confused!