Somehow I felt a bit lost when hearing that. To some extent, it feels like another meaning to me, though I know it doesn't necessarily linked to what I think... somehow it feels like I just don't have much influence on you that I'm relatively not so important.

Alright, I know it's just "feels like" after all. /__________\

But...really, a bit complicated. I feel strange yet normal. It's so strange that the thing I did so far have no influence on you. But it's so normal for you not holding such kind of feeling as well.

Or maybe I just don't have the ability to make you have some special emotions, like you guessed. And I'm still guessing as well.

hm....seem to understand something but not sure if I'm right. And of course I know for most of the time I'm wrong.

Alright just leave me alone for a day then I'll be OK.

Ah.....a bit disappointed with myself actually. Why I'm always such a small potato that no one is willing to give a shit of it.

OK! OK! I'm just mumbling! I don't even give a shit to what I said as well, so how come I could expect the same thing from others?! 

Gosh! I'm mad!!!

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or can I say because I'm so nice that I don't have the ability to do such kind of things to you?

(FFing)