我離開左呢個圈子有一段時間...點解迫我走番入呢個圈子....習慣左一種模式生活...因為一種無血緣既親情牽引...

  但我奇怪地有種莫名既沖勁同興奮...點解呢...好混亂...

  但係我決定會陪住你...因為我當你親生阿哥...

  今日....無啦啦...條手繩斷左....搵到我死死下....原來係房地下門後面....嚇死我...
 
  跟住諗左好耐....把心一橫....用AA膠痴番好條手繩...滴一下...落左隻手...真係出煙....(那)到甩左層皮得番d肉...痛到標眼水....跟住要滴多兩滴先救得番....隻手腕甩哂皮....真係好痛....
 
  唔知條手繩可以去到咩時候....你唔可以斷架....頂住....死都唔比你斷...

  好討厭既落雨....好討厭既雨聲...

  我記得...我日日睇報紙既習慣...係點黎....原來...我睇報紙....只係因為擔心妳出事....所以日日都睇報紙...留意住一切一切所發生既野...今日有人問我幾時開始咁認真睇報紙...我呆左唔識答...妳改變左我生活既點滴...我自己都笑左出黎...我認真咁睇左 一年零三個月 既報紙....

  點解....點解會有人打黎同我講...問妳係咪係夜總會做....點解妳仲要呃...一齊果陣你好多野呃我...3到而家都分開左一年兩個月多兩日....都仲要呃我....妳話學美容....我.....我今次真係用左好多力量再去相信妳...點解妳要做埋d咁既職業....你好鍾意咩....點解....

  果晚我唔應該比妳走....有得簡..我智拉住妳死都唔比妳走....妳走左...竟然墮落成咁.....我個心好痛......真係好痛.....我係公司聽完電話....喊左出黎...直到妳突然打比我....我就知...係真既....妳真係做緊呢d野....我真係講唔到野....cut左妳線....

  我對妳既寄望....無哂....妳唔會肯乖乖地做野搵錢....搵個好男仔結婚....我....唔會再煩妳勸妳開導妳....拜拜....

  今日...妳打比我...叫我幫你拎電話去整....我係電話聽到你把聲果一剎那...我腦空白一片....所以幾秒後先識出聲....

  搞左好多野...跟住終於比大包見到你同我一齊...我真係好驚....唔驚佢屌我整我...我驚佢整妳....我寧願我幫妳擋...

  好彩大包今日有fd...要扮斯文....之後都係比佢食左幾野...唉....

  妳變左....唔係我愛果一個....見到你咁...心仲係有d痛....

  但係希望妳會搵到真正妳要既生活....祝妳幸福呀....