今日可能特別d...第二朝六點先打日記....又打番啦...好耐無打到....唉.....最近突然間覺得...我好似同呢個世界脫哂節咁...

有一種...好傷感既感覺....點解呢..?

文仔就快出黎啦...比左一個生存目標同強心針我....但係佢出番黎之後會點呢...?佢諗緊咩呢??...我同佢d感情又會點樣呢...無人知...

咁多年黎...只有我同阿包....點辛苦都兩個捱落去...為既唔係出頭...唔係大錢....只係為左可以過d...真係有意思而且又開心既生活...到而家...d手足出哂事...走佬既走...入冊既入冊....又再次得番我同阿包....但係我無覺得獨立無助...因為從我簡左呢條路黎行,,,都係同佢..阿包...一齊行....比人打又試過...比人斬又試過....比人拉...比人鎖....乜都試過...係未比人用鎗啡姐...有什麼好怕??

唔好諗咁多啦...訓啦肥包~

今晚會出去搵阿頭食飯....唉...打左先啦...好幾日因為都係屋企太無聊無打到........今日都一樣架啦0.0...有咩特別野發生左先再加番啦~886~

今晚出左去陪龍仔呀....龍仔阿妹過左身....唉...意外....無人估到...

阿細預祝生日...隨便去埋酒吧玩喎.....比人灌醉左...所以我話最憎飲酒....跟住又係令人迷幻之類既藥品....唉....

跟住朝早仲要陪阿龍去旺角i-one打機....累左成晚架啦陰功....之後番屋企同環姐姐傾電話.....頂唔順...比佢發覺左眼訓啦/ v \""好彩佢比我訓0.0""

呢幾日都好熱....係咪因為熱...搞到我舊病復發...?.....接受現實....此病不能除根....

回歸前夕...06月 04日...掃黃賭毒...仲要仲對...我們的坨地...砵蘭街.....拘部60人....三點水的師兄弟....砵蘭街再也找不到以前的景象了...很想痛哭....但又哭不出....想番以前....可能嗎?

起左身無野做...刷牙洗面...找東西吃...誰電話都不聽...直到環姐打黎.......佢唔可以成日傾啦...即係...又要開始....入夜發呆.......

哎唷....尋晚玩石器...玩到今朝下晝先識醒....仲係比環姐嘈醒....真的昏睡了這麼夠嗎...?還是...我的病又回來了..?不可能的....明明治好了...

今日環姐去左游水...清靜得有d唔慣....唉...夜晚阿邦打比我先無咁悶...跟住一齊玩石器-3-~仲同小屍秒秒佢地話一齊玩番亂~希望唔會再一次失敗啦...

掃黃掃毒...真係唔比人抖氣..?

文仔....你究竟仲有幾耐先出番黎....

阿洪...我好掛住你呀...我會搵你阿媽拎你NO.去探你...

好辛苦....一年內發生巨變....如何接受....頭好痛....補番日記訓啦...大家拜拜....

病魔再侵....我寧願自殺....