15/7....[星期日....]....熱到mami都唔認得...".....keeee....
呼呼...琴晚係張床度碌到3:00幾先訓得著...[陰公...日日都係咁...哎...@@]
[.自從考完試之後就一直失眠...未試過有一日訓上張床就即刻得著ge.."嗚嗚...想死牙.><]
今日11:00先起身...好耐都未訓到咁晏luuuu....[感覺超好...好訓..."aha...."]
then...online...on到12:11...食野...之後12:39又on番...on到2:09.."><
on完...睇左陣電視....".[4:00p.m]....整野...一陣要出去...."....
[haaaaa"...我今次無暈到...無訓到教.."起到身.最遺憾ge就係琴日起唔到身..衰到死..@@]
5:00出門口....去搵[.茵]....之後去左美好..."...THEN...去左高M....食DINNER..."
係高M度...見到魚旦小姐..."...小姐黎高M換制服...."...=]
食完...[7:00...]去搵演藝學院...."...一路行..一路搵邊樹有間粉紅色GE樓...
AND THEN我見到一間超有葡萄牙FEEL GE樓...
就話:"[EEEE...LEE個勿粉紅色LO..!!!!.]...茵話...[你色盲架...LEE個係粉紅色咩..??!!..]...
我唔聽佢講...照入去睇下..."..he..就算唔係...見識下都好鴉ma....[kEEEE...."]
入到去..."比我撞岩左...真係演藝學院..."....haaaa..醒目...[hoho....又係到讚自己...]
errrr,,,,不過真係估唔到演藝學院係咁ge樣...同我想像中好大....ge出入lo..."...
入到去...."..睇戈出戲...又唔可以話係戲ge...應該話係話劇laaaa....
佢搞笑得黎又反映到我地lee一代ge生活..思想..諗法.."..直頭可以講話係講出我地ge心聲..
[小美無黎...佢真係走寶luuu..咁好睇.."我比左2張飛佢..比佢同bf一齊黎...佢都唔黎.."..
哎....咁又係ge..人地聽日仲要番去教夏令加ma....點會黎鴉....."失望".."心淡"..la...@@]
睇完之後..[9:30]...係高士德行左一陣...之後無無聊聊...去左...開心天地..挽..."..
挽左陣....去左ok曬表姪d相相...then..陪[.茵]佢行左一段路...就番屋企luuu...."
自己番屋企戈陣...係到諗左好多野..."...@@..."...
發覺自己真係好無助....身邊無人可以理解到自己ge心情..."...
[.猶其是係咁夜...周圍無咩人..自己係條街慢慢行戈陣...lee種感覺最強烈..]
嗯*..小美講得我岩..我真係好衝動...好唔識諗....好感情用事...是非不分...黑白不明..."..
kabo講得我岩..."我的確係好多地方識好多人..但係傾得ge就多..知己ge就真係極之少...
發現自己真係好渺小.."有時可能細到...有冇自己ge存在都應該無咩分別..."
...成日要係人地面前扮住同一個樣...就係[笑].."....
為左唔好令身邊ge人擔心自己..唯有扮到好開心咁...成日笑...
用笑黎掩飾自己一直唔開心ge心情..."不過講真..咁樣好辛苦...真係好辛苦.!!!!..
或者lee d可能就係人地所講ge..[對人歡笑...背人落淚..].吧.."
係lee個世界...了解我...體會我ge人...可能就係得戈一兩個.."或者...連戈一兩個都無...
我...........................真係好失敗...!!!!!!!
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