琴晚同+欣係到msn.....本來都冇咩野ga.....但係佢突然提返起上次唱k開口中個單野.....傾傾下又唔知做咩自己唔受控制咁係咁諗埋一邊.....越傾就越諗埋一邊.....越諗埋一邊就越偏激.....最後我竟然喊左出黎.....個時個心真係好痛.....痛到d眼淚不自控咁流左出黎.....停唔到.....喊既時候又不停咁諗返起呢一年既重重事情.....點解我拎個心出黎比fds.....但係佢地好似一d都唔當係咩一回事既.....係咪人善就要比人欺呢.....人善人欺天不欺? 根本就係庸人自擾既說話.....如果天不欺既話就唔會比你遇到d咁既事la.....做好人係唔會有好報ga.....係咪咩都要以自己唯先.....保障左自己先.....先唔會被人傷害呢.....唉~~~好辛苦ar.....唯一可以做既事就係呢係房到喊.....好好既比自己靜下.....喊完訓一覺咩都唔記得.....
12點比個起左身.....約左周公同龍去游水.....打比龍睇佢醒左未.....醒左la.....不過佢話唔去游水.....因為出面落緊雨.....都唔係好大姐.....但佢又話最憎落雨唔想出街.....唉~~~又去唔成游水.....好灰.....同龍發左幾句"老耶".....跟住就收左線.....好在之後有人打比我約我去打雀.....唔係又要係屋企到發毛.....唉.....唔想再打la.....唔想再諗返起呢件事.....
只係今日好唔開心.....好多我既朋友都唔了解我.....係佢地唔識去了解人.....或係佢地唔識去關心人.....定只係我單方面認為佢地係我既朋友.....我係咪真係自己一廂情願呢.....?
好煩惱.....外面又落住大雨.....有人話雨點可以洗滌心靈.....但是為何滂沱的大雨.....連我一點點的煩惱絲也沖不走.....雨點嘈雜的聲音.....反而令我煩惱.....我的煩惱.....是自取的嗎.....有太多的事想不過.....一直充斥我腦海中.....揮不去.....取不走.....唉~~~是我想得太多了.....還是我想得太遲了.....
唉~~~希望隨著我落下的眼淚.....可以為我沖走痛心的煩惱.....總之今日要多謝 +E, 小威同埋旻修.....多謝你地.....我遲到你地都冇鬧我.....重陪左我成日.....打麻雀(^^").....唔洗我自己一個人去諗d咁煩既野.....多謝你地ar.....感動ar.....(T.T)
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