好耐都焦上黎寫野啦~~~~因為過得都ok~~~

係08年ge11月...我終於都離開左板前啦~~~

返左騎術學校~~做教練....做推廣~~~2個月啦~~

唉.....一句說話...令我諗左好多野~~~好耐都無試過有想喊ge感覺~~~

點解...咩說話~~好簡單ge一句.....

"你唔好亂黎牙...你只係一個sales...唔好搞wo晒....你一d經驗都無ga........."

o個一刻...突然....我覺得佢講得好岩~~~我成日都諗自己好得.....好有信心.......

但其實.....我係一d經驗都無.....得把口......當然我都仲係笑笑口對住佢.......

放工啦.....本身好想同女朋友講......但又有咩用.......

我係一個點ge人其實我諗佢都唔清楚.....因為連我自己都唔知~

我唔係怪佢.....只係我覺得....我負左佢~~

記得o個時成日都諗要自己有穩定收入...有車先再拍拖.........

但......有時機會係需要把握.....我同佢一齊之前無諗過原來佢係有錢女.....更無諗過佢未來仲要係一個空姐~~~

我好驚我配佢唔起......我會失禮佢~~~

可能係我對自己要求高.....我唔想失禮我屋企人....唔想失禮我公司....更+唔想失禮我女朋友......

我好努力咁做野~~~搵錢.......但又點牙......我騎馬唔係叻!!!做推廣又無經驗......咁我同廢柴有咩分別!!

好辛苦牙~~~一個滿面笑容ge人...背後要承受 ge壓力真係好大~~~

其實...人始終都要死~~~~點解仲要咁多野煩......咁多壓力.......咁辛苦....點解仲要做人.......

唉.....我真係唔想再諗.......