today i go eat dinner at Mitsuwa

it is just 20 minutes from home and 10 minutes from the O'Hare Airport

when i see the airport

i can see the tears from my eyes

because of leaving HK

and miss my friend

But in the resturant,

i see a girl

that make me think of her

i dont know why

when i see that girl,

i think of her and miss her way to much

i thought it will be soooooooooooooooo

good if she was next to me

i dream about having her arround

I wish my dream can come true

but i know it will never happen

cause she dont like me anymore

like always

you can only dream about the dream,

but the dream will never come true

I am sooooooo sad

This moring

when i get on msn

i see her online

but when she see me

she log off so quicky

like if she dont want to see me or chat with me