only couples more hours i will be on the plane

i have to be on the plane for  <20 hours

i still miss her so much

there are nothing better than having her next to me

but i think she hate me

i know that i will be crying on the plane

it was because she even didnt come to our last meeting

i dont know what happen to her

in the moring, we still think on the phone

but at night, she change so much

it seems like that she have a new boyfriend

i am so sad

i still love her , but i know she dont like me anymore

there are noway we can do anything

because we are in different countries

but it is just 2 days after the talk

i have no idea what can i do

there are still a lot more days

i am just so UNHAPPY