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 It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

It's true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound, of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes

 pretend that the past isn't real
I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake
Of the mistakes, slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back

These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That it's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

what do i do to ignore them behind me
do i follow my instincts blindly
do i hide my pride from these bad dreams
and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
do i sit here and try to stand it
or do i try to catch them red-handed
do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness
or do i trust nobody and live in loneliness

because i can't hold on when i'm stretched so thin
i make the right moves but i'm lost within
i put on my daily facade but then
i just end up getting hurt again

by myself (myself)
i ask why (but in my mind i find)
i can't rely on myself (myself)
i ask why (but in my mind i find)
i can't rely on myself (myself)

i can't hold on
(to what i want when i'm streched so thin)
it's all too much to take in
i can't hold on
(to anything, watching everything spin)
with thoughts of failure sinking in

if i turn my back i'm defenseless
and to go blindly seems senseless
if i hide my pride and let it all go on
then they'll take from me til everything is gone
if i let them go i'll be outdone
but if i try to catch them, i'll be outrun
if i'm killed by the questions like a cancer
then i'll be buried in the silence of the answer

by myself (myself)
i ask why (but in my mind i find)
i can't rely on myself (myself)
i ask why (but in my mind i find)
 
i can't rely on myself

i can't hold on
(to what i want when i'm streched so thin)
it's all too much to take in
i can't hold on
(to anything, watching everything spin)
with thoughts of failure sinking in

how do you think i've lost so much
i'm so afraid, i'm out of touch
how do you expect i will know what to do
when all i know is what you tell me to

don't you know
i can't tell you how to make it go
no matter what i do, how hard i try
i can't seem to convince myself why
i'm stuck on the outside

don't you know
i can't tell you how to make it go
no matter what i do, how hard i try
i can't seem to convince myself why
i'm stuck on the outside

i can't hold on
(to what i want when i'm streched so thin)
it's all too much to take in
i can't hold on
(to anything, watching everything spin)
with thoughts of failure sinking in

You Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, Didn't even know 
I Wasted it all just 
(To watching you go)
I kept everything inside and even though I tried 
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be, a memory of a time when 

I tried so hard and got so far but in the end 
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all but in the end
It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

we're all outta time, you'll soon find how it all unwinds
The sacrafice of hiding in a lie
we're all outta time, you'll soon find how it all unwinds
The sacrafice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

Pushes me away