Already discouraged after 3 days...

m2 test, still sucked because of my nervousness..

I couldn't even remembered how to mutilply the matrices at the beginning...

It took me quite a long while for me to get into position...

and finally i only did a little more than half of all the questions...

Stil sucks at M2, eventhough I had practiced so much...

chemistry and English... nothing special...

chinese...the SBA results were back...

I know I was gonna failed... and it truely does...

I even felt happy because I still got 42 out of 100...

After I wrote that, the only word I can used to describle my work is "crap"...

I even thought I will only got 20 something...

And it was a surprise that our good friend was the one who got 16... horrible..

since the base is 10....

the last two lessons is phy...

doing some exercise.. slowly...

i admitted i am stingy... but so what?

You are not nessisary to do anything like that...

If you did that intentionally just to diss me, well, you succeed; If not, you didn't even care about my existence..

but except myself, who would ever cared about my feelings? 

All I could do is to do something else... to make myself less painful...

You will never know how much pain you can bring to me, don't you?...

actually everything I say will only worsen the situation..

but without  these words, I just can't concentrate on anything else...

may be it is fate... I message I wanted to bring, they never reaches your eyesight...(last article)

well... forget  it...

So, I let go watchin' you, 
Turn your back like you always do,
face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you are all that I've got... ~~~~♪ Linkin Park - Faint