我跟你說，這是我最後最後最後的最後最後最後最後的最後最後最後最後最後一次為了你而流淚, 而煩惱。

我想只有你才能夠用一句話就足以使我崩潰。少了你，也許我會變成更強的人，不再為別人而留一滴淚。

我期望你會給我一個清楚的答覆，最少也把事情解釋清楚吧。然而，你還是當天的你，還是一句也沒有留下。

當然沉默，永遠都是最好的答案；而都過了那麼久，答案顯而易見吧。倒是不明白為什麼你受什麼驅使突然要來"道歉"。

我忘掉這個人的計劃，本來其實是尚算順利的。也許你突然發現你還戲弄本人不夠，所以要再來挑逗我一下，把全盤計劃打回原形。

但承認吧，一如癲所說，如此的人，從來就沒放下，更沒遺忘過… 也許不能，也許不想，也許放不下那份愛，卻又想起她對自己做過的"好事"。

我知道只有忘記這個人，我才有重新開始的機會。但whatsapp沒說話，卻每晚留意那last seen；facebook del了，卻登入別人的account去看她wall。

你問自己是在幹什麼，明知沒有結果卻做那麼多無謂的事。說真的，不知道。這是我自己給自己製造的悲劇，所以也沒有人能幫到我。

But it's time. I shall let go. Stalling brings nothing but harm.

I only slept 15 hours for the past few days, and how pathetic it was for me to have insomnia when i have no lack of time for sleep.

I know i couldn't make you disappear, and i am unable to find another girl without having this shit wiped up.

So, would you please pick someone else, be with him, and let go of me so i can rest in peace? i'll be eternally grateful.

不聚不散 只等你給另一對手擒獲 那時青絲 不會用上餘生來量度

And, i really hope this world would have ended yesterday, along with my sorrow and pain.

Yup i am just tired. But i know what i am typing, obviously.

And sorry, no friendship if no love involved. Not becasue of my stinginess, but because you had screwed it up for not make things clear at appropriate times,

which have already brought me too much toubles. And I have had enough.

I won't be happy, but at least i won't be depressed.

 我會忘記你，然後取笑這時的自己是如何的笨