I have try to ignore these problems.
But it seems that I have failed to do so.

Old problem remains here,
and new problem occurs.
and between both of them,
the same fact------I really dont know how to tackle these problems.
For these 2 groups,
Keep on smiling,
and that the only way for me to face them,
face the reality-------They are telling lies to me.And the other group is feeling bored.

I dont really mind if they would tell the truth,
what I reallly care is what they think.
Feeling bored,Being ignored.....and so on.

Though I dont really think the quiet group will go to church at this momment
since they just like TingTing.
Er....I dont reallly know how to describe,
but,yepp,they are quiet and just a little girl that wont go out without Mum's permission.

But I cant be that...
reaally in a dilemma.

really getting sucked.

I know god understand me most.
And what I really need is only a prayer.

Can I have a deep breast,
and have a rm for me to have writing on"排隊".