今日係一個好好好重要既日子...因為今日放榜呀...都幾緊張..但我估唔到我尋日訓得著..可能我返完黎香港冇幾

耐..而且又唔夠訓la..但我尋晚都係張床度係度諗下我今日會點..係咁叫自己唔好驚~~><

   今朝一早起左身....我feel到呀媽&呀爸都好緊張....其實我都係..但又要扮唔驚...費事佢地worry 喇...搞掂好晒d

野之後..就出門口la..出去個時個feel好似受死咁..=.=

   一路上我係電話度同佢傾計.....行到去秦石度就會合suki同ka wing..之後一齊行返school...返到school8點9到

喇..之後上左hall度...坐到9點到..就派成績單喇..個時開始驚..

   susan行到過黎..就比張成績單我la...一睇..我個人個時係冇感覺架囉...呆左 .....再計下自己個分...就更加唔知

點..個時個腦係一片空白....我係咁叫自己唔好喊..一係要忍..因為我知喊都冇補於事...無人會可憐你..係自己冇用..

升唔到...我個時我係咁按住自己既情緒..第一個打比媽媽話比佢知我點..個時..雖然我冇喊..但呀媽都知我既心情..

佢同我講左d野..我個時好touch..我估唔到佢會咁支持我

   第2個我就打比佢....同佢講左我點之後...佢就同我講左d野..其實我都唔係好記得講乜...因為我個時係度發呆...

~我又要控制自己情緒..我講過我唔可以cry><

   坐多陣..就走la...又睇下sandy,ka wing,suki,熙同carol點....之後又去報左repeat....報完之後就返左home...

返到去..就坐左係間房度發呆....冇幾耐...carmen,eric,ryan,呀丸就打黎問我點...之後又同呀丸傾下ive個d野..食

完個lunch之後就拿拿林填埋張form出去柴灣報ive..出門個時..個天又落大雨..好彩有細佬同媽媽陪我..個時我真係

好唔開心....我唔明y要落雨...

  我地馬鐵轉地鐵轉穿梭巴士去到ive報名個度報名....就係報個時..學校就打黎叫我聽日repeat面試..收到個電話都

冇乜感覺..就係識得發呆..報完之後..係個度行左陣..就返home喇....

  夜晚姑姐上左黎睇下我d野....其實我知佢係膽心我..想上黎安慰我睇下我點,同我傾左一陣計.....不過我估唔到佢都

睇得出我係度扮冇野....but anyway thx姑姐呀..唔洗worry,我唔會有事架..^^

  姑姐走左之後,我就去左搵佢...因為我想出去行下....去左城門河度..我真係好唔舒服...唔舒服唔係個身..而係個心..

我好想出去抖下氣...我今日真係好累...

  佢知道我唔開心...so買左2包chocolate哄我..我都有食...個隻chocolate係我細個好鍾意食個隻黎架..但個刻我唔

知y覺得一般..我從來唔覺得chocolate唔好食架....但真係唔知點解...

   我地圍住條河係度行..行行下我地就坐左係度..之後我就訓左係佢度..因為我真係真係好累呀 我好想休息下...

訓係佢個度係最舒服架.......我真係唔想返home

   12點到就比呀爸吹返home....如果唔係我真係唔想走....不過好多謝佢個2包chocolate