i tired & i don't wanna wake up ..

td i go to cgcll at 3pm ,when we sing the songs, there are many boy, who are taller than us...stand in front of us...we cannot see those words..HA..it's very hot..& then i go to take photos to sign the visa..the photos are worse....it's terrible.....

...top model is wonderful..i love it..i also wonder who is the winner...kaka..this time,i wanna go to there asap ,it's so perfect...look forwardX10000000...

too hot ,td i stay at home all day...it's not good ,i just listen to music ,watch tv,eat ,listen to music ,watch tv,eat ......i'm not happy..i have many many things to do, but i haven't mood to do that.....also the lcci...i'm out of my control, i do not wanna go there...help me..i never touch them(past paper) as well..to many problems happen to me...i wanna go to a sea ..the wind is feel perfect...have anyone want to go there?!...damn..my parents didn't allow i go out at night...

td, i always argue with my brother..he is very....my heart is nearly break....stimes,i wanna run away from here..

yesterday received a letter by litz ,& i just call the phone & ask them.."when i will know where i would stay also when i will leave hk?"..i want to know all about that ,i want to go asap..i wanna learn, i wanna try, i wanna play & enjoy in there..i must change myself in the following year

i haven't go cgcll in morning ,but in 4pm....all of us should be girls...but i donnnt mind there is a boy..he will alter to a "girl" in that time..kaka

i'm so tired,i sleep only 7hrs these week..i want to sleep more,so i won't go cgcll tmr..

today morning went to cgcll ,they wanted me to say the final pray...oh my god, please help me..i don't how do say that words...

i play the piano again, again & again...i know how to play a song call..HA..i don't know the name of that song ..tell u later

at night ,my mum came home & gimme a letter..it's about my study in usa..i'm needed to sign the visa...it's a trouble..i don't know how to speak in english..

lcci.........i wanna kill u..

..today morning i can open my mouth to pray...thx for my god..thanks for gimme confidence

then we (little bear, ying ,day camp,olive, panda) go to勞工署find job,at first , i do not find any job..but i see many diffence kinds of job..& i'm interested in some jobs..that sound good..so what?! i do not have enough time..

at 12n, i go to library to find some book that's about study in the us, &others is about fashion...& go back to home to have my lunch..tasty..

lcci..damn it....it makes me very very down..how can let me adhere?!..

i like english more than chinese..KAKA..