long time no write the blog

I really not care

because no people read this

I just want to record the things that I did

and to be treasure my family,friends and memories

I really want to said

I am absolutely afraid there are such mamy changes in the world

maybe in this second

someone dies

and someone births

I remember that there is a song that tell the people don't be afraid to face the changes

but I am really afraid

I afraid that no one can help me

I afraid that I will lost

I am going to lost myself

I just want myself

I wanna to be myself!

Although in the time

there is no problem in my study

or maybe family

but I feel very...

LONELY

I don't know how to dascribe my feelings now

everything that I don't know

or maybe I don't want to know

I just like not to trust my friends now

FRIENDS?

maybe you have

but you think she/he is your BEST friends

Yes,my friends didn't cheat me

but..I don't know how to say

I just want someone to help me

to leave the darkness place

to enter the peaceful place that I want!!

Maybe tonight I have too many things that I want to say

It seem boring?

Doesn't  it?

Maybe I need to change myself

to become a new KAY

Actually now I just want a person to walk and stay with me

and say to me 'you don't need to afraid anymore.I will stay and help you.'

It's enough!

Calm down,girls

I am just a happy girl now

Good Girl

try to add oil

don't be jealous to anyone

because the things that you have are enough for you

COME ON!!

WORK HARD!!!!