訓到十二點起身,起身仲好累呀,因為尋晚傾tl傾到三點幾,好多野傾,不停咁講野,好開心呀,唔似之前咁,同果個"賤人"傾唔夠兩句就想收線,同佢傾極都好似傾唔完咁,我地都當時有個感覺就係"睇怕我地傾落去真係可以傾通頂架,呵!!!!!! "起身後...................等三點媽番黎同老豆推我去,等緊果陣媽又去買送lu,番黎後照舊攤係sofa,今晚又有"老"雞脾食lu,好好食呀,食完飯後媽就幫我洗頭,佢洗完就到自己洗,佢番黎後一直做到冇停過呀,真係辛苦呀
洗完頭後照係sofa攤,唉.............日日係咁係屋企真係好悶悶呀,我要發癲喇,呀.................究竟幾時先好番呀,好唔開心呀,點解我會搞成咁,感情又係咁,點解我會咁唔好彩,幾時先會得到幸福,我都唔細了........冇機會架喇,人生冇希望喇,我依家同廢人有冇分別呢,邊個可以講我知?依家咩都做唔到,好想搵野讀,搵工,搵老公仔,搵好多好多$同識好多好多fd等等......................最重要就係"我0既前路會點呢"唉.............我都唔知呀~~~
到十一點幾佢又打黎同我傾tel喇,不過都冇咩點出過聲,因為媽佢地訓0左唔想講野,傾0左成個中後我話訓就收線lu,聽埋啤梨之後訓極都訓唔著呀,無喇喇喊0左出黎,喊係因為點解"果個人"會咁對我,雖然"佢"係一d都唔值得我喊,但係................唉...........唔講了...........不斷叫自己唔好喊,真係忍唔住,到兩點幾終於訓著0左喇
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