今日8點起左身-0-...........打左陣機....其實係打到10點-0-...........then~出去打波-0-

同ng....波波打波......鄉中有條友叫黃雀......幾勁下.....如果唔好我打左20分鍾左右拉傷左條刃帶.....

佢地根本冇可能win到我地..講真.....我覺得自己好水皮-0-..........

17號o個日去bbq.....個個死黨都有partner......好似係得我冇.........要搵番個先~~嘻嘻

不過我諗都係要單身上陣.......冇法la.....我太唔受歡迎la~

3角古古力真係好味到極點............正ar!!!!!!

我考完試要搵人幫我操番evo先.........黃豪同波波係the best choice......ya!!!

相信不久既將來..........aoc會有一粒矚目既小星星

冇錯.....係我..........我一定會變番超神級人馬!!!!!!!!

aoc既各位朋友..........睇住黎la!!!!!

今日.........好攰..........真係好攰........可能我日日都用d體力去得太盡......

不過.....用得太盡都冇咩唔好.......至少,,,,,晚夜訓教都唔會諗咁多野.......始終.....

我標誌住失敗.........失敗...........失敗地成長,,,,,,,唔知睇我日記既人.....有冇感覺到自己生存呢??

我只有係床上面.........靜靜咁聽住自己細細既呼吸......自感覺到這個冇用既我生命緊........

我發現自己就黎去到極限......個胸口有時無啦啦會一陣刺痛.......不過算la......醫生都話我冇咩事....我信佢

我亦都發現自己好易信人.......冇錯.....真係好易........

仲有.......我實在是係一個溫馴既人.....我太冇用la~~~

願妳會擔心我........希望....你永遠保持美麗............

我發現左自己無情既一面.......型爆ar!!!!!!!cool~

轉左個look.....柒左.....俾人鬧.....我都覺得有d唔妥ga la....算la

好鍾意小妍ar!!!!!無奈......佢唔係咁鍾意我.....好驚ar!!!!....點算好呢-0-??

隻手背到寫左個妍字,,,,希望佢明我個心意la....我願意等佢....一直長等.....

個妍字頭先洗白白時冇左.........聽日再寫過......寫到佢接受我為止!!!!!!!

今日9點鍾就起左身........想去打陣波....不過我係冷血既-0-.....全身爆凍......就凍死la

打左陣機......10點收左機la-0-......溫豬豬....2粒鍾ar-0-.......就死...不過死唔去

12點食飯盒~正~好好味.........俾阿妹打左陣機.....打到2點-0-.......到我打....打到3點....又死左去溫豬豬

又係2個鍾......琴晚文仔叫我陪佢打機-0-......打左晚.....冇溫豬........補番........慘~~~

今日搵到個女仔未拍過拖........想溝佢.....因為....我真係需要一段真正既感情.........

唉~希望佢受我la~.........突然覺得自己好冇用tim~

算la~

今日一大清早起左身.............7點-0-.....開電腦.......8點時阿媽起左身......

問我你幾點開機ga??then......我個死人奶奶就大大聲...方死全世界都唔知咁大嗌7點

我頂佢個肺ar...........then我阿媽就當我7點半開機.......打到9點停左陣.......

then食早餐~悶悶......食完又打過.......早餐原黎食飯-0-...........尋晚冇食飯......

打打下我個奶奶又嘈住晒....我就問佢...我冇晒心情打la.....你教我打埋落去.......

佢就話.....打機唔係大晒...讀書溫習先係大晒.......

我小佢ar...........收皮la.........原黎我今日爆左咁多粗ga-0-........................

悶爆............1點幾去酒樓食lunch..........

食完番歸...........點知阿媽lock左個火牛

冇機打-0-........咁又等佢番黎...........

想死.............悶爆~~~~~~~~~

其實我點解要打咁多字同爆咁多粗既..........可能係為左減輕痛苦.............

我有他人得不到的最溫馴的性格.........但卻要受世界上最痛苦的事情........亦要受一個這樣的家庭的對待....

上天.....你何時才能給我一個滿意的彌補呢??等待是唯一的辦法.........等你......

心已死.......人亦快死.......好感不等於愛.........