16 日 la

又sweet sweet 左

每一日都甜甜的過著

可能佢吾知道la "

其他佢都幾情緒化

會突然間話,無心情牙

果D發脾氣說話

會搞到我會幾灰下 -  -"

其實每次佢咁樣講

我都會灰 Q 曬

好彩每次佢都有打番俾我

雖然佢打俾我果陣都係死氣沈沈咁

不過都好過冇打俾我

之後我要諗野哄佢笑

因為佢笑起上黎好可愛XDD

我愛這傻瓜
 

You ready? Let's go!〖準備好了？一起來吧〗

Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about〖為了那些想知道我們都是什么樣的人〗
It's like this y'all (c'mon!)〖就像這樣〗

This is ten percent luck〖10%的運氣〗
Twenty percent skill〖20%的技巧〗
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will〖15%的意志凝聚〗
Five percent pleasure〖5%的歡愉〗
Fifty percent pain〖50%的痛苦〗
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name〖和100%的理由去記住這個名字〗

Mike〖Mike〗
He doesn't need his name up in lights〖他不需要他的名字閃耀光芒〗
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic〖他只希望他的聲音通過節奏或者麥克風被人們聽到〗
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone〖他的感覺和每個人都不一樣〗
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him〖盡管事實上有些人仍然認為他們了解他〗
But fuck em'〖但他們錯了〗
He knows the code〖他知道規則〗
It's not about the salary〖不是關于薪水〗
It's all about reality and makin' some noise〖都是關于現實 那么來點歡呼〗
Makin' the story〖創造一個傳奇〗
Makin' sure his clique stays up〖確信他的團隊還在〗
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin' it up(Let's go!)〖就是說 當他寫完 Tak接下去〗

Who the hell is he anyway?〖他到底是怎樣的人？〗
He never really talks much〖他從來話都不多〗
Never concerned with status but still leavin' them star struck〖也從不關心什么身份地位 雖然人們都崇拜他〗
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact〖他謙遜地等待機會的到來〗
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin' from writin raps〖盡管很多人都誤解他 因為他以創作rap為生〗
Put it together himself, now the picture connects〖他自己把歌曲組合 于是畫面展現〗
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect〖他從不尋求別人的幫助 或者為了獲得尊重〗
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach〖他只專注于他的創作 他的意志超越我們想象〗
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist〖現在一切都呈現出來了 一個藝術家的技巧〗

This is twenty percent skill〖這是20%的技巧〗
Eighty percent beer〖80%的啤酒〗
Be one hundred percent clear 'cause Ryu is ill〖100%明顯的Ryu很棒〗
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames〖他曾想成為燃燒西部的一個人物〗
And I heard him wreckin' with The Crystal Method,Name Of The Game〖我聽說他和Crystal Method樂隊創作了歌曲《游戲之名》〗
Came back dropped Megadef, took 'em to church〖回來之后發行了專輯《Megadaf》,去教堂祈禱吧〗
I like 'bleach, man, why you have the stupidest verse?〖我喜歡《bleach》這首歌,伙計,你的歌詞怎么這么愚蠢?〗
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin' him guest spots〖這是事實,現在每個人都請他(Ryu)合作〗
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin' with S-Dot!〖他的人氣直線上升 我聽說他正和Jay-Z一起工作〗

This is ten percent luck〖10%的運氣〗
Twenty percent skill〖20%的技巧〗
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will〖15%的意志凝聚〗
Five percent pleasure〖5%的歡愉〗
Fifty percent pain〖50%的痛苦〗
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name〖和100%的理由去記住這個名字〗

They call him Ryu, he’s sick〖他們說 Ryu他很棒〗
And he’s spittin fire with Mike〖他正和Mike一起‘噴火’〗
Got him out the dryer he's hot〖看得出他現在很火〗
Found him in Fort Minor with Tak〖在Fort Minor里和Tak一起配合〗
What a fuckin’ nihilist porcupine〖什么他媽的虛無主義〗
He's a prick, he's a cock〖他是個*巴〗
The type women want to be with〖女人喜歡這類型的〗
And rappers hope he get shot〖說唱樂手希望他被槍殺〗
Eight years in the makin'〖8年的‘修煉’〗
Patiently waitin to blow〖耐心地等待著爆發〗
Now the record with Shinoda's takin' over the globe〖現在正和Shinoda帶著專輯走向國際〗
He's got a partner in crime his shit is equally dope〖他和搭檔一起，做出的東西酷斃了〗
You won't believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat〖你不會相信這樣(棒)的歌曲出自這小子的口中〗

Tak〖Tak〗
He's not your everyday on the block〖他不像你們每天在街頭晃悠〗
He knows how to work with what he's got〖他知道如何利用他所得到的〗
Makin' his way to the top〖用他的方式達到頂峰〗
He often gets a comment on his name〖他常聽到對他名字作出的評論〗
People keep askin him was it given at birth〖人們不斷地問他是否出生就有〗
Or does it stand for an acronym?〖還是象征一種簡稱?〗
No, he's livin' proof〖不，他就是這樣生活〗
Got him rockin' the booth〖人們都欣賞他的歌曲〗
He'll get you buzzin' quicker than a shot of vodka with juice〖他的語言會讓你得到比果汁伏特加更迅速的震撼〗
Him and his crew are known around as one of the best〖他和他的伙計組成眾所周知的最棒的團隊之一〗
Dedicated to what they do and give a hundred percent〖一心一意為他們所做的付出100%的努力〗

Forget Mike〖忘記了Mike〗
Nobody really knows how or why he works so hard〖沒有人真正知道為什么他如此努力〗
It seems like he's never got time〖好像他從沒有休息的時間〗
Because he writes every note and he writes every line〖因為他寫下了每一個音符,寫下了每一句歌詞〗
And I've seen him at work when that light goes on in his mind〖我看到過他工作時靈感閃現的那一剎那〗
It’s like a design is written in his head every time〖就像在腦中預先設計好一樣〗
Before he even touches a key or speaks in a rhyme〖在他豁然開朗,或者唱出韻律之前〗
And those motherfuckers he runs with, those kids that he signed〖那些和他一起的家伙 還有他簽下的歌手〗
Ridiculous, without even tryin', how do they do it?〖天哪,甚至沒有嘗試,他們怎么就做出了這樣(棒)的東西?〗

This is ten percent luck〖10%的運氣〗
Twenty percent skill〖20%的技巧〗
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will〖15%的意志凝聚〗
Five percent pleasure〖5%的歡愉〗
Fifty percent pain〖50%的痛苦〗
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name〖和100%的理由去記住這個名字〗

This is ten percent luck〖10%的運氣〗
Twenty percent skill〖20%的技巧〗
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will〖15%的意志凝聚〗
Five percent pleasure〖5%的歡愉〗
Fifty percent pain〖50%的痛苦〗
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name〖和100%的理由去記住這個名字〗
 

救命牙..... 又發燒 la

102.7度F

對眼好鬼澀

要快d退燒牙...

再係咁病....遲早呱柴 =..=

都吾知係咪頭先淋雨碌番屋企所以病得左

唉.....

老婆沒有什麼心情....

搞到我都沒有心情

超吾想老婆改裙...

俾人睇蝕曬

心情顯示為俾人激到病左


 

3年的回憶,身體的反應

身體慢慢的習慣沒有你的生活

富富,aR B,行仔 ....謝謝你們係我失戀的時候陪著我

是你們教會我...分手便要分得徹底...

吾知道點解依家就算佢再同我講咩

我都已經沒有反應la

負心的她再次打擾我的生活...

我愛的人雖然善變

但是她卻是最真誠的

簡單直接的表達方式

"我吾中2你比其他女仔叫你做老弓,

我吾中2你身邊咁多女性朋友,

你工作的周遭有太多年輕女生,

我害怕你會俾其他女仔搶走......。"

每一次聽到都會心甜 >///<

總愛她為自己呷醋,"

這著緊感覺很獨特...

以往的回憶她很在乎....

不要再提起...

我的身體開始接受她言語的侵蝕

生活全是為她而轉的la

工作很辛苦....

但她的可愛慰問為我打走了累透的心情

謝謝你們這一班倒蛋惡魔

把我從眼淚中拉出來

謝謝奈奈這傻瓜

是她給我點點的希望

雖然感覺奇妙...

但我會花心機去讓她幸福

很想很想見到她...

抱著她來訴說...自己的過去

縱然有3年的事她不想知道.......

很不想聽到我說

因我知道她不想我再有回憶

只有她一個就好了....
 

眨下眼睛已經2個星期la

心跳的之感覺連自己也驚怕....

另一個自己叫著自己快停

若不停下來,傷的只會是自己

甜美的笑聲令我身上的傷一點田一點的減退了

可是愛她,害怕失去她的感覺成了自己的致命傷

呷醋是新的傷口嗎??

每一次令她快樂的時候,自己又做了幾多準備功夫呢?

另一個的自己,,,,,愛一個人就要完完全全的佔有

但另一個的自己佔有後,,,,真的可以做到隨時放手去等她嗎?

女孩子性格的自己,,,,,

無能的自己可以做到什麼?

不似另一個的自己

自身的堅強令身邊的人懼怕

你的能力是我自身一直想得到去保護所有的人的力量

如果力量就是道理....

那軟弱的我又是什麼??

以傻勁去保護所愛的她

由處處防衛她,到現在真心接受和改變

另一個的自己又會知道嗎?

以自己的力量去令她歡笑

這樣的我可以做得到

但是又可以維持多久

只要她一句心淡了便可以結束

就像隨時就處決一樣

心入面既盼望同絕望感好難受

我做不到無視這種感覺

因為你真的愛她,,,才會花光心機去取悅她,留住她

另一個的自己,,,,

你令她討厭了,,她說你不能給她安全感

另一個的自己...你也有你做不到的事

我要保護她,,,即使手再次斷了

我都要保護她

我是她的墮天使

一個墮落在人間之中的黑天使

我開始害怕......

失去另一個的自己....

會不會失去能力和權利去愛她

在打這篇日記的時候....

眼淚又滴在鍵盤之上

這些眼淚令我心更痛了

每一秒,每一刻,思海都是她的身影

無法忘記的身影

當有一天,,我可以走進她的心時.....

我會因為她心入面沒有自己的位置而血流滿地嗎??

退出了,,,,身體再受傷了

滿身的血,和o於痕都不想被她見到了

我害怕...她見到後會痛恨我多不疼錫自己

但我更害怕她知道後連一滴眼淚也不會為我而流下

在家中逃避不入醫院的自己

期望明天可以聽到那親切的鈴聲

痛楚挑起眼淚,,只可以用這鈴聲作止痛藥

"老弓老弓,聽電話la,吾係嬲你嫁"

一次又一次的重複著

無力的我倚著門喘息

手上的血濕了止血用的毛巾

用意識忍痛走到電腦前

一字一字打出來

真的為她哭了.....害怕再聽不到只專屬她聲音的鈴聲