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開始有d明點解自己會咁堅持以又咁容易放棄.....係因為我真係好鍾意佢~佢係第一個錫我既人~不過呢d野佢都唔會理~我都冇諗過要話俾佢知~因為就算佢知咁又點喎~都冇用嫁喇.....因為經過琴之後我所有等佢既決心~信心都冇曬~我真係好驚好唔知點~我真係唔知我仲可以以d咩身份去同你傾計~我唔知我仲可以做d咩~今日係學校我同姍姍同沙魚講左話我放棄~之後佢地都好唔相信咁望住我~問我點解~姍姍仲同我講~係我俾勇氣佢點解我e+要放棄~但係我真係好辛苦呀~琴晚我成晚都冇訓~我知道要我e+放低佢我係一定唔得嫁~但係我真係唔知我e+仲可以做d咩呀