依幾日我都好煩*...好多野諗...係07最唔開心果幾日..我都已經煩緊我阿媽D野喇...因為我阿媽要做手術...阿KA...阿達...阿珊...細歪....佢地個個都好唔開 心呀*...依幾日我諗左好多野...真係好多好多...仲有呀..琴日我個心係好痛..但係我都冇同個任何人講...係同左細歪...當我同細歪傾完之後我心情係好番少少*仲有我等阿達既時候真係好掛住佢...好想佢快D落黎喇...到佢落到黎之後...我又會覺得我個心好舒服...行左一陣之後我記番起...佢前晚同佢傾完電話之後佢就SD左個SMS黎....因為我唔多明....而又好亂...SO*冇應番佢...點知...我琴日問佢..你SD左個SMS俾我...我唔係幾明....之後佢就講話...下...我琴日係電話到唔係同你講左咩***...但係講真...我真係唔明佢講D咩野...我問阿達..你琴日同我講左D咩野呀....點知...我一個心理準備都冇..佢就講左一句野令我個心情比之前梗痛梗傷...佢就講左一句*(我琴日鍾意左阿KA*)...依句野...我真係冇諗過會發生到既一件事....我聽到之後我真係好亂好亂...果仲心情..真係講唔到出黎...就好似俾人用把刀一樣介開左你個心咁...果種感覺真係好似係未試過一樣*...可能我慣左係一個比人錫果個多...真係未試過個心係可以果一刻咁痛....但係我心諗...我要冷靜D...我要扮冇野先...等我自己諗清楚D先....如果講真...佢話俾我知既係...佢鍾意左出面第2個女仔...可能我都冇咁痛...但係點解佢要同我講既係阿KA...係我一個家姐...係我一個識左咁耐既FD*...我知到阿達同我講佢都唔想厄住我...但係佢講依樣野既時候佢可唔可以唔好係依個時候講呀...果陣我真好亂..成個腦白哂...但係當我真完全信哂佢個心之後...之後佢就同我講D咁既,...我唔知自己可唔可以再受到第2次...4點幾既時候阿珊放學...我地就一齊出左屯門搵阿DICK...果陣時我同阿珊傾左好多好多野...阿珊知自己都好唔開心...阿珊喊既時候我都唔知點解又係到喊...但係個心到果陣都係好唔舒服...但係佢地打完桌球之後我地就走喇...佢地話去好黑果D路行...行完之後...我地就去左食飯喇...食完飯之後...阿達就開始冇咩點理我...我就同阿珊...阿駿...家欣4個自己係後面行...阿達佢地就自己行自己...但係果陣阿珊同阿駿都好唔舒服架喇...佢地真係好似理都唔駛理咁囉...好喇...我地送左阿DICK去搭車喇...佢先開始理番我....但係我果陣真係諗到好多野好想同阿達講...但係我地落到西鐵站既時候我開始係咁問佢...有D佢仲答唔到我...我都冇所謂...但係一去到我屋企樓下既時佢都仲係唔知自己做左D咩野...果一刻我個心已經痛到就黎爆喇...D眼淚根本我就唔想俾佢留出黎架...但係唔知點解D眼淚可以自己留...我都唔知...我知我自己果一刻就係個心未試過為仔咁痛...但係果陣時我真係嬲都冇嬲過佢....我淨係知我自己咩野都唔想講..唔想諗...唔好再諗琴日D野...依D野都係琴日既事...我都唔想再諗喇....今日我係學校真係咩野都冇諗過...同我班FD係到玩...真係好開心....我一放學就上左家欣屋企...阿達佢地都上緊去...但係阿KA一黎到就係個廁所到喊...我果陣時都唔知點...之後就去左後樓梯同阿KA傾左好多野...傾完之後,,,,落到去..就輪到阿珊喊...我知佢地個個都好唔開心...但係我見到阿珊係到咁樣抓自己隻手既時候...我覺得自己好冇用...咩野都做唔到...我唔想阿珊再次為男仔咁傷心...果陣時....又真係好亂...又係咩野都諗唔到...只有做到既係同埋阿珊一齊喊....我真係唔想再喊喇...但係我都係忍唔住...依兩日裹面...我真未試過可以喊到咁多次...無論係訓覺既時候都係係到喊呀...但係當我喊既時候見到阿達就真係好舒服...唔會再喊...仲會開心番TIM....可能我真係喊左咁多次...我諗我自己都夠架喇....之後咩野都冇諗...開開心心咁當咩野都發生過...好似平時咁...但係如果要再俾阿達既信心可以俾到幾多話我最多都會係俾到 95%...其餘果5個%可能係想保護自己...但係講到抵我個心就只有阿達一個....我打依篇野既時候我D眼淚又開始喇...我覺得依種感覺真係可以令到一個人係咁痛苦...我真係唔想再有依種感覺喇...

今日又係咁過喇....一番到學校就打俾老公喇...但係打左一次都冇人聽=.=...之後佢又打番俾我....傾左1陣又上堂喇....又係咁....依幾日都唔知做咩野事日日上堂都好訓眼...成日都係到訓....訓到放學....之後我諗起唔記得帶p.e衫去上跆拳....咁我就走堂囉...走左之後我就諗住lamlam*同我一齊去北江行街喇....點知老公打黎話佢唔知係唔係算係番工喇.....咁佢就啦啦聲過黎搵我喇....仲有呀...老公今日仲帶左眼鏡黎呀...(但係講真..佢帶唔ja)...今日係細歪*既生日呀....我..老公...阿珊...都一齊同佢地去左千葉bbq呀...都幾開心既....b到差唔多11點幾既時候我就坎左喇同阿珊佢地...但係小b佢地仲係到b緊wo...我就番到屋企喇...佢地就要燒埋果d野食先走得喇....唔係既話會俾人罵架喇..kaka...今日就係咁喇....都係一樣喇...幾開心既....haha*

今日一起身就覺得幾凍下...之後整野番學喇...番到學校要去禮堂早會既時候...俾我班D仔見到我條頸果到好似有個咖哩雞咁既野...咁佢就係咁講喇....有D人就話...俾蚊咬喇...生暗瘡喇...俾人抓喇...係咁講WO...俾佢地吹脤....今日上堂都係冇咩野特別喇....訓覺...上堂...訓覺....食野....好難得就黎等到放學喇....好想快D放架....約左阿達~(老公)~...佢等緊我放學MA...琴日要佢等左成個鐘...所以唔可以要佢再等架喇...咪啦啦聲...一放就走喇...點知淋走之前個個都係到叫住我...話有野俾我WO....咁我咪問咩野事囉...之後佢地就俾左5,,,6包HOLLE KITTY糖我囉...仲有2粒金沙...一粒白兔糖我囉...咁我攞完之後咁就梗係要講句THANK佢地架喇...咁我就織下走去搵佢喇...搵到佢之後我就同佢去搵阿珊喇...之後阿珊又話4點9係天慈等...阿珊黎左之後我地係方小對出個公園到坐左1陣就上左阿KA屋企喇...又玩左1陣...又番屋企喇...之後換左3*就同阿珊阿達去左運動場跑步喇...跑到就黎8點半到喇就走喇...佢地兩個就去食飯..我就番屋企食飯喇...我又等埋佢地食完飯之後約左細浩係後樓梯等喇...咁又玩左1陣之後我就番屋企喇...但係好搞笑囉...阿達扮左係阿珊條仔...我地都係諗住厄下細浩等佢睇下有咩野反應喇...佢地就去之前阿珊就同佢講番其實阿達係我條仔喇...仲之佢地都幾搞笑下喇...KAKA,,,,今日都幾開心架....^^